I need help

[Graham.N]

Each day is getting increasingly more unbearable, and more and more options are becoming more appealing. Pain is slowly becoming less of a consider and the outcome is all that matters. If drinking chemicals from under the sink provides the results then why should pain even matter. What is a few hours of pain, or even a few days of pain in comparison to a lifetime or even 1 year of pain. I am slowly unable to trust anyone, including my parents.

There is always that question about the genie what your 3 wishes are, and you can't wish for more wishes, but no one ever said I can wish to be killed or be dead. Fuck it. Everything is bullshit anyways. I wish to be dead. Kill me now please.

I've seen countless dog be euthanized who have had the potential for much brighter futures but were robbed of them because it would cost the city council or taxpayers too. How do you think health insurance even works then?

 

[darksouls]

the entire system of society is perverse

 

[timechained]

I've been here before, where you just think what do I care about a little pain if it means I get to die.

I tried to poison myself and ended up just burning my stomach - it wasn't pleasant and I was conscious the whole time.

Life just sucks especially more so if you can't get the necessary help.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it torturous and painful to exist, all I wish for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be gone as well, I hope that you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Alexandra0]

Yes, if life brings only suffering, then the torment before death is nothing compared to decades of torment. I wish you only the best