Help i need help with end of life preparation

[Peace!]

i dont think i will commit suicide but i will no longer go out of my way to try to save my life anymore and i think i will die very soon due to preexisting physical health conditions

i am terrified
i am very poor both in terms of physical and financial health

as a result my mental health is rapidly decaying

this is making it very difficult for me to do alone
i am trying to find the strongest cbd edibles i can to help make the rest of my short life bearable
with chronic pain and stress and all my physical health issues
i dont have much money left but a very small sum i will use
either that or i was considering saving more if i could to travel to my only friend (?) and be with them if they will have me in my end of life
both would be ideal but money is an issue
i dont know what ill do
i am journaling at this point

 

[meetapple]

Perhaps you could apply to a pharmaceutical company to get help with paying for the edibles. If you travel to your friend's maybe he or she could defray some of the costs related to housing. I am sorry you are in this position.

 

[Peace!]

Perhaps you could apply to a pharmaceutical company to get help with paying for the edibles. If you travel to your friend's maybe he or she could defray some of the costs related to housing. I am sorry you are in this position.

thank you for your reply. can you help me with more information on applying to a pharmaceutical company

my friend has said before they would let me live with them for free

 

[meetapple]

thank you for your reply. can you help me with more information on applying to a pharmaceutical company

Perhaps you could contact the company that makes the drug you are interested in and inquire about it.