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RickSanchez2022

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Aug 28, 2022
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Method:
Fast all day

9pm domperidine 30mg
Valium 10x10mg
10 pm 30g sn dissolved in as small amount of water as possible.

I'm really scared of failures because I'm on antidepressants and the may interact with the AE.

Any tips on how to make it more reliable are welcome

I'm still building up the courage to do it

My ex was a bitch last night which helped to put me over the edge but I'm still not sure I have the courage to do it
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Wishing you peace whatever you decide. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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Snatsbats

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Please dont kill yourself over some stupid bitch. They are not worth it. But thats probably not the only reason.
 
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RickSanchez2022

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I really need tips on how to make sure I don't fail
 
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locked*n*loaded

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I really need tips on how to make sure I don't fail
Drink enough. Don't throw up. Have a second glass prepared in case you do throw up. Don't be found for several hours after ingestion.
 
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Hollowillow

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Aug 7, 2022
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I think I read 8h. Fast. 2 even 3 glass. But read that tadting can kill and puking can still make it work.

Basically don't call for help.
 
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RickSanchez2022

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Aug 28, 2022
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Omg I'm so indecisive. I can't make up my mind. I've been fasting all day to prepare. I know my life is going to be hell from now on. But I still can't decide 😭
I tried partial hanging before and chickened out. I tried to suffocate myself with a plastic bag. But I couldn't keep it on. Now I have sn. Benzos. AE. But I can't decide if I should do it or not. Damn antidepressants are making me feel hopeful for no good reason 😭😭😭
 
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RickSanchez2022

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I chickened out again 😭😭😭
I want to ctb. I don't want to exist. I'm just terrified of failure
 
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SunshineAndSuicide

Sunshine is what's keeping me alive
Aug 24, 2022
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I chickened out again 😭😭😭
I want to ctb. I don't want to exist. I'm just terrified of failure
SN is apparently very reliable, proven that you don't get found, but even if you do there is no apparent lasting damage.
I'm sorry you're going through this terrible ordeal... SI is a horrible thing...
 
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RickSanchez2022

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SI?
SN is apparently very reliable, proven that you don't get found, but even if you do there is no apparent lasting damage.
I'm sorry you're going through this terrible ordeal... SI is a horrible thing...
 

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