Venting i kinda hate people and wow 2024 sucked

[a great green gem]

uh hi first post woww
so like ive gone thru shit the past year and now i'm fucked up
2024 hellhole:
come out as trans in january
2 mental health hospitalizations in february
gotten stalked+harassed by transphobic parents also in february
gone homeless & couch surfing in june (using up the last of the goodwill i have with any human)
cut myself during summer job, losing the job, getting admitted to psych ward, and being discharged with an uber and a bus ticket- in july.
august- homeless for a full month
september- isolating
october- isolating
november- isolating
december- isolating
/end 2024

now i kinda hate people like... i think it's a defense mechanism cuz fuck, my neighbors are loud, and scary. (i mean they're just coughing and talking loud on the phone but cptsd yayyyy)
like
idk
/vent :(

 

[smpkie]

Virtual hugs!!,, i'm so sorry to see what you're going through,, transphobic parents are the worst,, they're so insensitive and theyre upset over a fucking gender identity,, i'll never understand them.
I hate seeing you struggle, I hope you find inner peace, and I hope you're happy and embrace your identity <3

 

[lawlietsph]

I am so sorry you've had to get through all this shit. Life truly is so unfair. Everybody should have a home and it breaks my heart that so many people struggle.
It's actually making me cry a little bit. I was only ever struggling with food - I mean starving for a couple of days.. But at least I've had somewhere to lay my head down. Ah man...
I am so sorry and I know my sorry doesn't make any difference.