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Toobrokentofix

Toobrokentofix

Experienced
Jul 7, 2020
244
I'm am so, so tired of this insistent bs in my head. This sense that ctb is inevitable. I get by each day by reaching out over and over like a needy baby. Even the professionals are sick of me and probably hope I hurry up n off myself. But the guilt I swallow for the pain I'm leaving behind is killing me... just not quick enough
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
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I feel you but remember, it is okay to struggle and to take the time you need for healing. It isn't a race but a progress. :)
 
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Abandoned Character

Abandoned Character

(he./him)
Mar 24, 2023
274
Even the professionals are sick of me and probably hope I hurry up n off myself.
I can't imagine what you are going through, and I apologize if I am overstepping a boundary, but I feel the need to clarify that this is very unlikely to be true. I have never met a mental health professional that would wish one of their patients would kill themselves. Being a needy baby is a good thing when you are in crisis, although self-belittling language makes it difficult to see that. Letting our networks of support take care of us is a valuable skill to nurture. I've been where you are, at least from what you say, and I probably wouldn't be interested in what I have to say here, so that's okay if that's the case. Best of luck to you.
 
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