Chocomel
Chocolate Milk
- Jan 13, 2024
- 95
It is so hard for me to "Lock In", I just cannot do that. Where you literally just focus on getting it better, I cannot do that for a long period of time. There's this one time when I was actually being good and productive for 2-3 days, only to be followed by being miserable for the rest of the week. I don't know how other people do it, I don't know how they have the energy to do it. I try to get better in life but its just too much for me, I cannot take this anymore. I try to be hopeful for the next time I wake up and lock in, but then I know that its just gonna be small burst of productivity followed by horrible feeling. I always feel like I'm such a loser for not being able to keep up with the stuff that life throw at me
