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violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
180
I'm just waiting for my tracking number. I'm doing it with a partner too so I guess it's good that I won't be alone before I die. Should be dead in two weeks at the most.
 
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deathgripsme

deathgripsme

There is another world
Oct 26, 2021
117
Sometimes I wish I had a partner or friend who was also going to CTB, it would make it a lot less lonely.
I wish you both the peace you are looking for ❤️
 
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violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
180
Sometimes I wish I had a partner or friend who as also CTB, it would make it a lot less lonely.
I wish you both the peace you are looking for ❤️
I'm sorry that you feel that death is the answer.
Thank you.
 
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deathgripsme

deathgripsme

There is another world
Oct 26, 2021
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Experienced
Nov 18, 2021
279
Hey violet glad to see ur not alone. Hope you get what your looking for. However I implore you again to not make the decision if it is rash or emotional.
 
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violetdevil

violetdevil

Student
Oct 15, 2021
180
Its okay honestly, this way I'll Atleast have peace ❤️Its okay honestly, this way I'll Atleast have peace ❤️
I hope you find peace
Hey violet glad to see ur not alone. Hope you get what your looking for. However I implore you again to not make the decision if it is rash or emotional.
Thank you.
Lucky to have a partner. Wish I did too. I plan on CTBing at home though. It will be tricky but if done right, it will be the best of a terrible situation
I hope you find one.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,534
N is the best ctb method in my opinion, at least you will get the option to exit peacefully. I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
Update us once you receive the package. I read accounts from members who took a sample taste test. They said it gave them a nice buzz and they became very drowsy. This is the most peaceful way to go out for a reason. Way better than violent and barbaric methods that most have to resort to.
 
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I'm just waiting for my tracking number. I'm doing it with a partner too so I guess it's good that I won't be alone before I die. Should be dead in two weeks at the most.
I hope you change your mind and find a better outlook and that clouds pass, miracles happen and you can take a walk in the fresh air pain free with those thoughts out of your mind :( I'm sorry you're at that point.
 
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xcaramel

xcaramel

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Dec 1, 2021
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I hope you have a painless passing to a new and better world free from suffering together with your partner. Now neither of you guys will be left alone. My heart goes out to you friend.
 
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wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
I hope you'll keep us updated. I'm wishing you the best no matter what you decide when the time comes. It's nice that you have a partner so that you're not alone. I'd really like to not die alone too.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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Update us once you receive the package. I read accounts from members who took a sample taste test. They said it gave them a nice buzz and they became very drowsy. This is the most peaceful way to go out for a reason. Way better than violent and barbaric methods that most have to resort to.
Do you know how much they took exactly?