Story I hope I don't regret what I just did

[Versailles]

I have been making an effort to overcome what happened with Maria Rebeca, it really left me with traumas and some paranoia, after all, it was the worst experience I have lived in my entire miserable life. No one was there to comfort me and I still wonder how I managed to survive that without going to CTB.

After talking to my best friend, she advised me that the best way to overcome that was to do something nice in honor of her and burn all the belongings that I had of her, at first I saw it as something unthinkable, but nevertheless I took that step , I just burned a lot of photos, clothes and other memories that I had of her.

The last thing I have burned was the last letter from her, it was a very painful moment, but I want to try to overcome that part of my life that I wish had never happened, I feel so alone in this fucking world.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I have been making an effort to overcome what happened with Maria Rebeca, it really left me with traumas and some paranoia, after all, it was the worst experience I have lived in my entire miserable life. No one was there to comfort me and I still wonder how I managed to survive that without going to CTB.

After talking to my best friend, she advised me that the best way to overcome that was to do something nice in honor of her and burn all the belongings that I had of her, at first I saw it as something unthinkable, but nevertheless I took that step , I just burned a lot of photos, clothes and other memories that I had of her.

The last thing I have burned was the last letter from her, it was a very painful moment, but I want to try to overcome that part of my life that I wish had never happened, I feel so alone in this fucking world.

Who is she?

 

[miserableforever]

I have been making an effort to overcome what happened with Maria Rebeca, it really left me with traumas and some paranoia, after all, it was the worst experience I have lived in my entire miserable life. No one was there to comfort me and I still wonder how I managed to survive that without going to CTB.

After talking to my best friend, she advised me that the best way to overcome that was to do something nice in honor of her and burn all the belongings that I had of her, at first I saw it as something unthinkable, but nevertheless I took that step , I just burned a lot of photos, clothes and other memories that I had of her.

The last thing I have burned was the last letter from her, it was a very painful moment, but I want to try to overcome that part of my life that I wish had never happened, I feel so alone in this fucking world.

That was very brave of you to burn all those things. I hope it will bring you relief.

 

[Versailles]

Who is she?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-know-she-waits-for-me-on-the-other-side.64412/

 

[miserableforever]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-know-she-waits-for-me-on-the-other-side.64412/

How are you feeling now?
Sorry if I'm being too curious, I have to throw out 90% of my belongings cause my apartment is too small. It's not easy to do.

 

[FuneralCry]

I remember reading about that. At least she is now at peace and is free from suffering, but I understand it is painful to lose those we were close to. I hope doing what you did makes you feel better. I wish you the best.