I have nothing to live for or look forward to

[deathproof17]

No ambition.
No goals.
No purpose.
No hope

Basically a zombie

Just counting down the days until I off myself, I get killed or I expire naturally

 

[oysa]

No ambition.
No goals.
No purpose.
No hope

Basically a zombie

Just counting down the days until I off myself, I get killed or I expire naturally

you should bake some desserts

 

[SMG08ABUSER]

I have goals of becoming a software engineer and finding a loving partner. They're all pointless though since I will CTB before this decade ends. I will never achieve them.

I just coast through uni and my full time job until I fully pay off the car loan under my dad's name in the next 4-5 years. I don't want to leave him with my car loan debt and it's the only reason I'm still here right now.

 

[endlessmelancholy]

Same bro

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Yeah welcome to the club...

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Same here. Out of curiosity, were you always like this or did something happen to make you not have any goals? In my case, I never had any ambition or any goal. All I ever wanted is to be dead as I never wanted to go through life in the first place and I never will want anything in life. Everything that I do is done because it's an imposition, not because it's voluntary

 

[Ozzyno]

Same here. Out of curiosity, were you always like this or did something happen to make you not have any goals? In my case, I never had any ambition or any goal. All I ever wanted is to be dead as I never wanted to go through life in the first place and I never will want anything in life. Everything that I do is done because it's an imposition, not because it's voluntary

I know you were asking another person but I wanted to tell my point of view: I don't have a goal anymore because I've always wanted a long lasting relationship and a family, but I've understood that it's not for me, I cannot be in a relationship for various reason so I now my life feels worthless, even though I have a good life generally, good job, an apartment etc… it's just shit to be like this, when I'll finish paying off my debt I will kill myself because it's not worth it to suffer emotionally if I cannot feel happiness.

 

[identity0]

I know you were asking another person but I wanted to tell my point of view: I don't have a goal anymore because I've always wanted a long lasting relationship and a family, but I've understood that it's not for me, I cannot be in a relationship for various reason so I now my life feels worthless, even though I have a good life generally, good job, an apartment etc… it's just shit to be like this, when I'll finish paying off my debt I will kill myself because it's not worth it to suffer emotionally if I cannot feel happiness.

For very many people, i think relationships are their primary motivating factor, whether they realise it or not.

 

[Unknown21]

Same, I am one of those who think that life is all trivial, I have no goal in it and I have no goal to achieve the goal.

 

[lnlybnny]

Same and i feel like a criminal or something, society always looks down at people like us

 

[F@#$]

No ambition.
No goals.
No purpose.
No hope

Basically a zombie

Just counting down the days until I off myself, I get killed or I expire naturally

Me too. I take comfort in planning revenge.

 

[PlannedforPeru]

Same here. Out of curiosity, were you always like this or did something happen to make you not have any goals? In my case, I never had any ambition or any goal. All I ever wanted is to be dead as I never wanted to go through life in the first place and I never will want anything in life. Everything that I do is done because it's an imposition, not because it's voluntary

Similar to Ozzyno the question wasn't asked to me but I wanted to chime in. I didn't want to die per se but I never really wanted to "live" in the way that others did. I kinda wanted to ease into a modest apartment with an alright job and just die silently on some insignificant day but the competitive nature of life had different ideas. Realizing what life is as I'm now in it for what would be the long haul, I'd rather not participate in the maintenance and continual improvement of a career, relationship, assets, etc. The beginning speech of trainspotting encapsulates my feelings pretty well, except now we have less choices since that movie came out.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

It's becomes harder by the year to find purpose and the will to achieve in this world. Society rewards the dumbest things and most useless effing people.

 

[oysa]

my motivation to stay alive rn is to become really skinny so i can wear pretty outfits and die </3

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

Same!

 

[VoidedExistence]

Me as well. I feel I have been dead for a long time but I have not killed myself, so I have to pretend life and I am doing a bad job at it. Soon I will have to face the consequence of my actions, or rather inaction. I want to kill myself before that day comes.