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nobodylovesme

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Jun 4, 2024
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My spark is gone. I'm hoping to attempt tonight or tomorrow at the latest. I can't continue on. I'm tired and the nights are sleepless. Nobody loves me and I ruin everybody's life. I can see it in my eyes and I have to mentally prepare myself to do things. Stuff was bad but it's never been like this in a while. Whenever I do go I'll post my goodbye in hopes of comfort and company. Praying this works but boy I'm scared about the other side. And for the people who find me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.
 
ctbcat

ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
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i feel very similarly, but i can't take the plunge

i hope if you ctb that death is much kinder to you than life ever was. i hope you rest well
 
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22yrsandnowshesgone

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Jun 6, 2024
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Hello brother / sister in shared misery . I understand the way you feel , i am in a divorce with my wife of 22 yrs. the spark , the pleasure can just disappear. Everything just becomes grey . For 2 years i have been slowly going this way , its exhausting. I dont know why im saying all this , I just am in the same place , I wish u the best , know too your not completely alone in this . Its funny that its scary is it not ? it is a strange feeling to be so disconnected from life yet so scared of taking matters into your own hands.
 

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