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anorexiakilledme

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Nov 26, 2025
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The hypocrisy that we live by, our feelings and our love. It feels as if something inside me screams at the thought of never experiencing a normal life, friends, loyalty. I reject the thought of accepting love, even in complete isolation, it is as if losing myself made me inhuman, unable to legitimately enjoy kindness.

I don't believe in selflessness, I don't have hope for my future nor do I believe I am owed an answer or better life, I don't take joy in the suffering of others, I just wish I had the balls to end it.
 
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Pluto

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Dec 27, 2020
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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CleanGopher

Member
Apr 5, 2026
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The hypocrisy that we live by, our feelings and our love. It feels as if something inside me screams at the thought of never experiencing a normal life, friends, loyalty. I reject the thought of accepting love, even in complete isolation, it is as if losing myself made me inhuman, unable to legitimately enjoy kindness.

I don't believe in selflessness, I don't have hope for my future nor do I believe I am owed an answer or better life, I don't take joy in the suffering of others, I just wish I had the balls to end it.
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BrokenByTheSystem

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Mar 23, 2026
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Same, I hate humans more than anything on this world.

Sometimes I wonder how can an individual from a given species hate and wish for the destruction of its own specie. This can't be normal.

I'm a misanthrope since I was a teenager
 
davidtorez

davidtorez

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Mar 8, 2024
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rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
192
I think about the fact that we've built the bombs and have the stupid fuckers in position to launch them at least once a day. Humankind was a mistake
 
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Harrier

Student
Mar 31, 2026
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I hate men, women, children

I am an equal opportunity hater!

But, I love everyone here!
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I hate myself more than anyone. I'm evil. I deserve to die.

The average human? I don't know.

Any criminal can die for all I care. Seems to be a rise in criminal activity.

Greedy white collars have ruined any chance I had. A doctor messed up a surgery long ago

I think many are good. But society is taking, everyone is equal, too far.

No. We aren't. Eliminate the evil. Start with me. I don't care
 
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A Sit of Doubting

A Sit of Doubting

leap into faith
Apr 3, 2026
8
This world is built upon ineffectual dorks who claim to strive for the betterment of humanity, but only actualize it because of their personal grievances. We're all miserable in this sad, blue-green marble. We're gifted so many of life's liberties, but we spend it being mean.
 
Wishingfordeath

Wishingfordeath

Life for me is just one long bitter night
Apr 8, 2026
7
The less I'm around people, the better I feel. My family included.
 

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