I have everything I need. Final thoughts?

[WonderWhatsOutThere]

Well, I finally have everything I need for the SN protocol. Not quite enough benzos, but it should be enough to at least ease my anxiety. Right now I just need to decide whether to do it at home, in the woods, or at a hotel room. Home will likely have the highest success rate, but then I'll traumatize my grandma so it's not an option for me. I'm sure getting a hotel would be easy enough, but I'd be worried about staff entering and finding me. Maybe if I CTB in the bathroom and have the shower running they'll leave me alone? Regardless, I'd like to die looking at the stars, but that option has so many more complications.

 

[NellyGoes]

Wishing you luck and that you find peace my friend.

I'd say if you live with anyone, ctb at home is usually not very reliable. Why would anyone disturb you at a hotel? As long as you don't do it too close to check-out time I think it's safe (not at really bad hotels where they may not respect privacy). Under the stars sounds wonderful…. But yes tricky to ensure no one is around.

Either way, good luck and safe travels, friend!

 

[WonderWhatsOutThere]

Wishing you luck and that you find peace my friend.

I'd say if you live with anyone, ctb at home is usually not very reliable. Why would anyone disturb you at a hotel? As long as you don't do it too close to check-out time I think it's safe (not at really bad hotels where they may not respect privacy). Under the stars sounds wonderful…. But yes tricky to ensure no one is around.

Either way, good luck and safe travels, friend!

I booked a hotel for two nights. I'll CTB the night I get there, and then my body won't be discovered for over 24 hours

 

[Nightfoot]

I booked a hotel for two nights. I'll CTB the night I get there, and then my body won't be discovered for over 24 hours

Wouldn't housekeeping services come to clean the room the next morning?

 

[gottacheckout]

Wouldn't housekeeping services come to clean the room the next morning?

Hang the do not disturb sign on the door knob.

When my time comes I'll be at the beach

 

[WonderWhatsOutThere]

Wouldn't housekeeping services come to clean the room the next morning?

Hang the do not disturb sign on the door knob.

When my time comes I'll be at the beach

Maybe I can put special instructions to leave my room alone?

 

[gottacheckout]

It wouldn't hurt to let the person at the front desk know that you don't want to be disturbed

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.