I have been having these sinister weird feeling dreams every night since the late 1990's

[Now_And_Then]

I was always shy and an out cast in school and at home when I was a kid which effected me later on in life

But since the late 1990's , every dream I have dreamt have had this very strange twisted and sinister feeling or atmosphere . Whether it is a dream where some thing bad happens or some thing quite good happens , they all have this weird and twisted other worldly , but sinister feeling . It is a sinister feeling as though the dream it self or the nature of the dream hates me and wants to let me know I am either guilty or that I am not welcome in this world or in the dream

Like I said it doesn't matter whether it is a dream where some thing good happens or if some thing bad happens .... that same evil and sinister feeling is present in my mind in every dream I have . And that is every night

Say for instance I dream I have won the lottery or have a dream where I live a good life with the most beautiful girl of my dreams , it will still have that un-comfortable evil twisted and other world sinister feeling that wants to let me know it is against me

It is worse when some thing bad happens in the dream

Since I have been a teenager I have always viewed the world as bad and a world I want to get out of . They could be a factor

I would love your guys thoughts

 

[_milo]

Sounds like your subconscious mind really doesn't like you.

 

[SinisterKid]

I never knew I had the ability to influence peoples dreams/nightmares

Seriously though. I have had the same theme running through the dreams I remember throughout my life. Its always a chase of some form and it always ends up with me having to observe something horrific at the end of it. Its bought on by stress and anxiety. Whenever I have a situation coming up that induces increased stress/anxiety/both, I have the dream.