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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

"We will fight it together...as a family."
Nov 12, 2019
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I just found out today that I have incredibly easy access to a gun. I feel like I want to throw up like I'm shaking.

It's so scary to think about. Just about every single day I've been saying to myself how badly I just want to blow my brains out and now I just learned that I have the opportunity to do it.

I probably won't because I am a coward and guns scare me a lot. I even get nervous walking past police officers.

But it's good to know that if hanging fails, I can just shoot myself in the head. Hopefully I do it right so I'm not a vegetable.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

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May 20, 2025
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If it's a handgun then shoot with the barrel in your mouth aimed slightly up or just behind your ear.

A shotgun or rifle should be placed in you mouth
 
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homeboundcripple

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Jun 6, 2025
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I just found out today that I have incredibly easy access to a gun. I feel like I want to throw up like I'm shaking.

It's so scary to think about. Just about every single day I've been saying to myself how badly I just want to blow my brains out and now I just learned that I have the opportunity to do it.

I probably won't because I am a coward and guns scare me a lot. I even get nervous walking past police officers.

But it's good to know that if hanging fails, I can just shoot myself in the head. Hopefully I do it right so I'm not a vegetable.
Wow access to a gun yet still choose hanging over it 🤨
 
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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

"We will fight it together...as a family."
Nov 12, 2019
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Wow access to a gun yet still choose hanging over it 🤨
No need to be rude. Like I said I'm very scared of guns. I don't like touching them or being near them.
If it's a handgun then shoot with the barrel in your mouth aimed slightly up or just behind your ear.

A shotgun or rifle should be placed in you mouth
Thank you for this helpful information! <3
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Wow access to a gun yet still choose hanging over it 🤨
I have the same issue. I find a gun to be a very violent method. I somehow cannot destroy my body like that. I'll explain how a gun makes a lot of sense to use. Let's say you use some other method, but you suffered damage, nerve damage or brain damage or whatever. In this case then I would use a gun next to end it.Blowing a hole in myself with a gun, however. I don't want that to be my first resort. It can be my backup plan though.
 
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maplefig

maplefig

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Jun 6, 2025
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I have the same issue. I find a gun to be a very violent method. I somehow cannot destroy my body like that. I'll explain how a gun makes a lot of sense to use. Let's say you use some other method, but you suffered damage, nerve damage or brain damage or whatever. In this case then I would use a gun next to end it.Blowing a hole in myself with a gun, however. I don't want that to be my first resort. It can be my backup plan though.
I agree with you. I'm afraid of the mess. And having somebody find me in that way.
 
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