i hate how i cant take care of myself because of depression

[miserywonderland]

im so TIRED!!!!! all the time everything is exhausting. after every day theres another. being awake is exhausting and life is torture. how do people live???? doing basic tasks like showering or cleaning is possible. i dont take care of my hair anymore, i dont shave, my rooms messy, etc. its slowly starting to show too, my hairs frizzy, my nails unkept, my skin js getting bad, im unorganized. DEPRESSION IS SO EMBARRASSING!!!! i cant even leave bed most days. not to mention the mental parts. i cant think straight or holds thoughts. i get names and words mixed up and even forget them. my speech has gotten bad. i dont do any of hobbies anymore either. i just rot. i cant live like this anymore

 

[Nightfoot]

Depression can be devastating, there's no need for embarrassment. I'm sorry you're suffering and I hope things get better for you.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Me too. So much I can't do anymore. I get the thought to, but then can't muster myself. Lately I have done a little better, but I am nowhere near the person I used to be. I continue to try to conjure that person however. I think I just made it to a certain age , and decided it's over now. No point in even trying anymore.