kosmischerunfall
Student
- Jan 7, 2024
- 160
I will be starting school on the 14th and work on august first, [apprenticeship].
My thoughts and feelings about this situation aren't good. I am genuinely so scared, scared about negative Feedback, their judgemental looks.
Seriously I can't even go outside without being scared. I'm scared people gonna stare at me and think whatever, I don't like when people stare at my ugly face.
I become so angry when people stare at me, what are you staring for? My ugly face will make you angry anyways so..
My whole life i was reduced to my looks and now you're telling to stop worry?
When I was being outside doing nothing and people name calling me some dumb race names, it were manly racist asian slurs [i'm not asian]. And it were poc people that did this too, lmao.
I feel like this shit is only happening to me in this town.
I don't look like I could defend myself, i'm short, my eyes are always facing the sidewalk i never look up, i don't like to look in people's eyes.
I hate being ugly, i hate being poc and living in a majority white country, but the worst thing is if i was pretty there would be less name calling or less disrespect from people.
Genuinely why do people treat ugly people so harshly, what do they gain from that?
Pretty privilege does exist, sadly i will never experience that, but i had a friend that was so pretty, blonde, blue eyes and she was treated nicely by everyone.
I don't know what else to say..
I can't change it either way HAHA.
I look like a fucking child, baby features, no ass no nothing, get disrespected for simply being ugly.
I know i will get called femcel or some word but that are genuinely my feelings and i don't want them to be invalidated pleaaase.
I'm already suffering enough, if anyone feels like that, please let me know.
I wish my ugly parents didn't fuck so they wouldn't have me.
How could they do this to me?
And they weren't even good parents.
My parents are both below average.
Peaceee
I don't look like girls my age, don't dress trendy, maybe that's why?
My thoughts and feelings about this situation aren't good. I am genuinely so scared, scared about negative Feedback, their judgemental looks.
Seriously I can't even go outside without being scared. I'm scared people gonna stare at me and think whatever, I don't like when people stare at my ugly face.
I become so angry when people stare at me, what are you staring for? My ugly face will make you angry anyways so..
My whole life i was reduced to my looks and now you're telling to stop worry?
When I was being outside doing nothing and people name calling me some dumb race names, it were manly racist asian slurs [i'm not asian]. And it were poc people that did this too, lmao.
I feel like this shit is only happening to me in this town.
I don't look like I could defend myself, i'm short, my eyes are always facing the sidewalk i never look up, i don't like to look in people's eyes.
I hate being ugly, i hate being poc and living in a majority white country, but the worst thing is if i was pretty there would be less name calling or less disrespect from people.
Genuinely why do people treat ugly people so harshly, what do they gain from that?
Pretty privilege does exist, sadly i will never experience that, but i had a friend that was so pretty, blonde, blue eyes and she was treated nicely by everyone.
I don't know what else to say..
I can't change it either way HAHA.
I look like a fucking child, baby features, no ass no nothing, get disrespected for simply being ugly.
I know i will get called femcel or some word but that are genuinely my feelings and i don't want them to be invalidated pleaaase.
I'm already suffering enough, if anyone feels like that, please let me know.
I wish my ugly parents didn't fuck so they wouldn't have me.
How could they do this to me?
And they weren't even good parents.
My parents are both below average.
Peaceee
I don't look like girls my age, don't dress trendy, maybe that's why?
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