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timechained

Student
Apr 15, 2025
192
It hasn't been from a lack of trying, or determination. Many methods have failed.

I am just completely numb, I just don't feel the need to ctb anymore.

I don't feel like living either, so I am stuck.

Life wins, I am stuck here for now...
 
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LastLoveSong

LastLoveSong

attention seeker
Oct 18, 2023
134
if you had a button to instantly die would you still press it then? ( i feel similarly by the way, also cool username)
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,795
I'm numb and stuck too. Should've ctb a long time ago.
 
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MeSauce

MeSauce

Bored of Life.
Jun 1, 2023
85
Same
It hasn't been from a lack of trying, or determination. Many methods have failed.

I am just completely numb, I just don't feel the need to ctb anymore.

I don't feel like living either, so I am stuck.

Life wins, I am stuck here for now...
I could CTB If I really wanted to, just getting over SI at this point. Survival Instinct is the only thing stopping me at this point
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,800
Same thing here as well. I'm in limbo. Neither going forwards nor backwards. I'm just waiting for something important to break. That should push me enough hopefully.
 
lifeisadream

lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
154
Totally relate. Fear of something going wrong & ending up in a worse position is stopping me.
 

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