I genuinely can’t hold on for much longer.

[livingonlytodie]

There's no way out of my misery. Everything sucks except for music , the kind people on this website & my boyfriend because my loneliness & sadness is able to disappear for a while. The fact that I exist both depresses & exhausts me. Every single night I go to bed PRAYING I don't wake up yet here we are. I'll have to stop waiting around & take matters into my own hands. l used to be afraid of not knowing what the cause of my death would be and how much it'd hurt but now I no longer have that fear. I know exactly how I'm going out. It's just a matter of when. That's the part I don't know yet.
Reaching out for help only made it worse. What sort of therapist tells her patients she thinks septum piercings look trashy? Why say something so JUDGMENTAL & CRUEL in a group therapy session? I left after 2 days. No way was I gonna stay around that for 8 weeks. Words can't even describe how much of a joke my life is. Fuck this life. Fuck this pointless existence. Fuck this prison planet. Fuck this prison body. This shit sucks.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering, to not exist is all I personally hope for, I just want to never wake ever again as well, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[livingonlytodie]

I really understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering, to not exist is all I personally hope for, I just want to never wake ever again as well, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

You too funeral cry. Thank you.

 

[sanction]

Same here