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IwanttodieASAP

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Nov 5, 2022
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So I live with my parents again. I was forced to move back in after my last attempt and I lost my apartment. I have been looking for a tree in the woods in a big park behind my house that it's branches and suitable to hand from and there is a stump or something I can step off of. Anyway, after looking in these woods for hours multiple times, I couldn't find even one.

Then I came to look on my parents property, we have a little woods and immediately I found a good tree. It's right next to a stump i can step off of and the limbs are strong. I am testing it bug I think it would hold me.

I am just highly conflicted becuase I wanted to do it in the paek behind my house becuase it wouldn't be right there for my family ro see and another personal reason. But I searched for days and found nothing. Is it okay to do it here? Should I feel bad? What should I do?
 
Lone_Traveler90

Lone_Traveler90

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Jan 7, 2023
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I mean it's the biggest decision of your life do not base it somebodys elses feelings. Your family will be traumatized anyway.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Is there any way you could maybe treat them to a weekend away or something? Get them clear of the house to do it? Then tip off authorities with a delayed email before they return?

Is there any way you could block their sight of that area? And warn them before they reach it?
 
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lionetta12

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Aug 5, 2022
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So I live with my parents again. I was forced to move back in after my last attempt and I lost my apartment. I have been looking for a tree in the woods in a big park behind my house that it's branches and suitable to hand from and there is a stump or something I can step off of. Anyway, after looking in these woods for hours multiple times, I couldn't find even one.

Then I came to look on my parents property, we have a little woods and immediately I found a good tree. It's right next to a stump i can step off of and the limbs are strong. I am testing it bug I think it would hold me.

I am just highly conflicted becuase I wanted to do it in the paek behind my house becuase it wouldn't be right there for my family ro see and another personal reason. But I searched for days and found nothing. Is it okay to do it here? Should I feel bad? What should I do?
Maybe you could hang a warning note on a door or leave it on the table inside the house. I'm not really sure.
 
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IwanttodieASAP

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Nov 5, 2022
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Maybe you could hang a warning note on a door or leave it on the table inside the house. I'm not really sure.
Yeah I guess that's what I'll have to do. But I can only set up at night becuase it's in eyesight of the driveway and house kind of
 
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TraurigerClown

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Dec 13, 2022
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So I live with my parents again. I was forced to move back in after my last attempt and I lost my apartment. I have been looking for a tree in the woods in a big park behind my house that it's branches and suitable to hand from and there is a stump or something I can step off of. Anyway, after looking in these woods for hours multiple times, I couldn't find even one.

Then I came to look on my parents property, we have a little woods and immediately I found a good tree. It's right next to a stump i can step off of and the limbs are strong. I am testing it bug I think it would hold me.

I am just highly conflicted becuase I wanted to do it in the paek behind my house becuase it wouldn't be right there for my family ro see and another personal reason. But I searched for days and found nothing. Is it okay to do it here? Should I feel bad? What should I do?
They will be traumatized in any way. But yes, it would be cruel if they see you hanging. So better prepare them via Note or like others say, try to get them out of the house and warn them with some delayed email
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The way that I see it, any location is fine for ctb as long as there will be enough time alone so there is basically no chance of your attempt being interrupted by someone else, leading to failure. The reality is that everyone has to die somewhere, someday and we all have the right to voluntarily exit this world anyway.
 
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