Story I felt at peace today

[LostSoul1609]

Today I became very emotional toawrds my planning. I think I'm starting to be at peace with my suicide, sorting all my little thoughts out on it. In the end I figured that I love myself and I'll keep loving myself committing suicide, I'm starting to see it as a self-caring thing more than murder, suicide is more loving towards myself than keeping on faking the strenghts and means I don't have to ultimately be thrown into the pit again. Did anyone else here have similar "realizations"?

 

[Midgardsorm]

I'm very happy to hear that you had some moments of peace.

"There's only one god and his name is Death."

Once we make peace with Death, things tend to be much relaxing.
We leave some of our fears behind, the fear other unknown, the anxiety of the tomorrow.

Suicide or not, we know where we are going, so it's always good to be comfortable about it.

 

[Bruces]

I want to get to place where I'm at peace with death,I don't know why I'm not already because life is so dreadful

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I think I made my peace with having to kms, but regarding myself, I can't love myself, I will never love myself, accept myself, and can't wait till something like me exists no more. I want to right this wrong :):)

 

[FuneralCry]

I have made peace with my decision to ctb. Whenever I am struggling with life, thoughts of leaving this world are comforting to me. I have accepted that this life is not for me and never will be and I have accepted that everything is hopeless. It is simply inevitable for me someday that I will ctb. For me, I know I deserve better than this life, I deserve to be at peace. I never asked to be alive and suffer and my death is the one thing I can control.