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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
i feel so very waful that i cant anymore i have all of my feelings and all of everything all of the place and i dont know what to do im at point of desperation i just dont know what is the right what is the wrong anymore its all absolute chaos i cant even. please help.
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
2,394
Hey, I'm sorry it's been so long and you haven't gotten a response yet. How are you feeling right now?
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Hey, I'm sorry it's been so long and you haven't gotten a response yet. How are you feeling right now?
I'm doing better, thank you for asking. I've been an emotional mess last night. I have huge ass self doubts and it really affects. Hope things are okay with you.
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
852
Sorry to hear bro. It's probably cold comfort, but if it makes you feel any better we are all in the same boat.
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
2,394
I'm doing better, thank you for asking. I've been an emotional mess last night. I have huge ass self doubts and it really affects. Hope things are okay with you.
I understand how you feel. You're in good company here. Things are okay here.
 
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kurisutinabestgirl

kurisutinabestgirl

Kurisu is best girl
Oct 14, 2021
83
Hey, I am really sorry you're suffering through this. Emotions can really be a life ruining force especially if they are ricochetting around like some bullet in a metal box.

I know you probably know this already, but if you have some distraction avaliable, then definitely turn to it, it usually helps for me.

I wish you the best.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
Only just found this. I'm exactly the same. It's agony.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,537
Living really is painful. It is such a awful feeling to be so desperate, I understand. If only there was a way to fall asleep and never wake again. I wish you the best.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
Yeah I know that feeling. My mind has started to deteriorate at an alarming rate recently. Dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts for years on end will drive anyone insane.

Some days I don't even feel human. Just an empty husk.
 
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