I ruin every good connection I have with a person. Well actually, there has only ever been 2. They never get to the point of being a relationship because I always am attracted to and/or attract people who are unavailable for whatever reason. The thing is, is that I genuinely feel they really like me back, because from my perspective they act like it. Maybe I'm a looney and completely delusional, but I doubt it. The spiritual community have helped me feel a bit less strange, suggesting I'm just more intuitive to genuine connection and that the things that get in the way are stupid blockages imposed because of class and status difference etc.
I hate my life and all the grief that has come from it. Definitely would be my number one reason for ctb. If anyone has any supportive words, they would be welcome.
I hate my life and all the grief that has come from it. Definitely would be my number one reason for ctb. If anyone has any supportive words, they would be welcome.
