I feel overdramatic

[so tired or manic]

I ate hot wings. it was a better option than pizza, or so I thought. now my stomach and intestines are in intense pain. not even nausea, just the stomach acid is in full rebellion and it's possible the wings had gluten cross contamination. I can feel my body swelling up with my face and arms (but not throat, it's not allergies). definite brain fog. it's hard to connect a thought so this is hard to write.

I miss eating whatever I want.

I had a friend who would make a whole scene over something like stubbing a toe. what gets me through boughts like this is to imagine how they'd be reacting and it makes me feel like maybe it actually is bad.