mya_
Not in this lifetime
- Jun 13, 2024
- 45
I feel stuck. Everyone advances in life except for me. Everybody seems to do better without me and they abandon me. Even people who call themselves "friends" don't give a fuck about me and don't talk to me for weeks, not even a text back, and then they excuse themselves saying that they are busy and stressed. Like, rlly?? You don't have five minutes for a friend? Ok.
And it's like, I don't want to kill myself but at the same it's like what's the point? I'm so alone, I go alone everywhere, I'm incapable of finding a stupid job and nobody gives a fuck about my art either. I'm so depressed idk what to do or who to talk to. I'm going to therapy but I don't know if it's worthy anymore? Idk. I feel like I go because I'm so deprived from attention that it's the only way to let it all out and get some validation. lol sad
And it's like, I don't want to kill myself but at the same it's like what's the point? I'm so alone, I go alone everywhere, I'm incapable of finding a stupid job and nobody gives a fuck about my art either. I'm so depressed idk what to do or who to talk to. I'm going to therapy but I don't know if it's worthy anymore? Idk. I feel like I go because I'm so deprived from attention that it's the only way to let it all out and get some validation. lol sad
