Venting i feel hopeless

[dxm]

yesterday my friend found out that i sent nudes to her ex (under pressure) which ultimately ended our friendship. i only stayed alive for her, i didnt relapse on drugs for her. she was my only friend, my best friend. and i never wanted to lose her. but now, i feel like the world ended!

i've tried partial suspension which didnt work, so i am planning to ctb tomorrow, hopefully it'll work this time.

 

[Dreamwalker]

I'm sorry that happened !! Please find peace whatever you choose

 

[Worndown]

Do you know why it did not work last time?

 

[Worndown]

Let us know how you are doing.

 

[dxm]

Let us know how you are doing.

Could be better. She told her friends about it and they're calling me a whore. I feel like my world is crashing down.

 

[fallen.dove]

im so sorry that happened:c

 

[dxm]

im so sorry that happened:c

It's alright. I plan to commit suicide soon anyway, so it doesn't matter in the end. <3

 

[fallen.dove]

It's alright. I plan to commit suicide soon anyway, so it doesn't matter in the end. <3

do whats the best for u, youre gonna forget about it either way