I feel bad for my psychiatrist

[dolphin]

Anyone feel ashamed of committing suicide because of their psychiatrist? I would feel terrible if one of my patients killed themselves ...
Still, this is not a reason to stay alive

 

[DrownedOctopus]

I think I'd feel more bad about the fact that they'd be fighting a battle they lost before it ever even started. I think a lot of us here would agree with that statement??
I can imagine it's hard the more people you think you'd be hurting with the act, though.

 

[silentsinger]

I think I'd feel more bad about the fact that they'd be fighting a battle they lost before it ever even started. I think a lot of us here would agree with that statement??
I can imagine it's hard the more people you think you'd be hurting with the act, though.

I love what you just said.

Anyone feel ashamed of committing suicide because of their psychiatrist? I would feel terrible if one of my patients killed themselves ...
Still, this is not a reason to stay alive

Don't feel ashamed. It is not your fault and psychiatrists are heavily coached on these matters. It sounds like you have a great psychiatrist though for you to be concerned for them.

 

[Lara Francis]

Anyone feel ashamed of committing suicide because of their psychiatrist? I would feel terrible if one of my patients killed themselves ...
Still, this is not a reason to stay alive

Its nice that you have given this consideration but i am sure you will not be the first or last and i guess these outcomes are inevertable with the job.

They can't save everyone especially those who do not want help or even meet them half way.
Some of us may feel beyond help having tried so many things to feel better but ctb remains the only option and those around us just have to except it.
Its your decision and yours only.
I wish u well in your choice.

 

[Marawa]

I wish Ebola on my ex psychiatrist

 

[uiop]

I conferred to my psychiatrist that I tried to kill myself by overdosing on antipsychotics. I regret telling him though. I was able to see the desperation in his eyes. He wants to help me, and I know that, but I wasn't ready to meet him halfway. It crushes me when I consider his feelings, and I can't understand why I care. We don't even know each other. But I know what it's like to fail someone (I've done it many times), and it saddens me that he feels that way.

My psychiatrist pleaded with me to let him refer me to a therapist. He even picked up the phone, ready to make an appointment with a therapist, and told me I could cancel any time. I said no. I wasn't ready, but I'll make things right on our next appointment. Hopefully, it will alleviate some of his worry over me.

 

[AveryConure]

My nurse practitioner the last time I saw nearly broke down and pleaded for me to go and get some antipsychotic shot cause of how uncontrollable the inside of my fucking head has been lately.

One of my alters basically told her to fuck off and never scheduled another appointment with her.

Guess that's a bridge burned. Oh well.

 

[uiop]

My nurse practitioner the last time I saw nearly broke down and pleaded for me to go and get some antipsychotic shot cause of how uncontrollable the inside of my fucking head has been lately.

One of my alters basically told her to fuck off and never scheduled another appointment with her.

Guess that's a bridge burned. Oh well.

I'm sure you can repair that relationship with your NP, and I hope you try. It sounds like she truly cares for your wellbeing; it's difficult to find someone like that. I don't trust anyone in the medical field, as I keep reminding myself they're only doing their job. Finding a psychiatrist or NP who really cares, and goes through the emotions with you is rare. Even if they're just pretending, I wouldn't be able to tell, but it's really comforting knowing that they're trying their hardest to help you get better, given the tools they have.

 

[Deadgirl]

I feel absolutly nothing for my psychiatrist, but I kind of feel guilty to just ctb and leave my therapist behind. At the same time he will understand why I did it. I almost told him that the same day I took 16 grams of tylenol, but I just couldn't do it.

 

[Made4TV]

Honestly, my relationship with my therapist and psychiatrist is sometimes literally the only thing that keeps me tethered here. I know they would be OK overall (don't think I'm quite that powerful) but I know it would be hard for them. They have gone way, way above and beyond for me.

 

[HelpPlease]

That's why mine dumped me

 

[LastFlowers]

I've only been harmed by psychiatrists so I wouldn't even give them a second thought while having to CTB. Wouldn't even give them a first thought honestly.
They might've failed their "project" but I failed my whole existence, so I have no pity to bestow upon them, no guilt about anything to do with them.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

guys anybody here has a psychiatrist except me. i don't have the strength to go to someone wasting time telling him about my bad life, he won't understand anyway and i'll be more and more broken