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Minudah

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Dec 3, 2018
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I've been reading about it trying to see how I can avoid it, but I can't find a way. There's a lot of evidence that when you die you have a DMT trip that feels like it lasts forever, but is probably a few minutes at most. They see a tunnel with a light at the end, imagine entities talking to them, and think they're really in the afterlife. I don't want to get fooled and have no way of knowing I won't be fooled by it, if it happens to me.
And how would you know? Normally it would make sense to just wait it out and see if it takes long enough that you should be dead already, but then it seriously fucks with your perception of time. In the about-nonexistent chance that there is an afterlife that would mean just sitting around in denial forever, while angels or whatever try to convince that it's real and not a DMT trip.

I don't want to imagine things that aren't really happening, I just want to go. I wish I could know what methods avoid DMT trip, or whatever happens when NDEs have those dreams they think are real. I want to die because I want to cease existing, not live in a fake think is real for what feels like eternity. I also think DMT sounds scary anyway
 
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Jack

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Jul 22, 2018
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I believe we experience a "dmt" when we die regardless of whether our physical bodies have the opportunity to release the dmt. Like thats what our spirita experience. I'm psyched to join up with the great magnet.
 
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Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
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I want to make mine not release it but I don't know how
 
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Jack

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Jul 22, 2018
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Well if you shotgun blasted yourself in the head your brain wouldnt be there to experience the dmt. If we only exist in the material plane that would hypothetically stop you from having the dmt experience.
 
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Minudah

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Dec 3, 2018
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Well if you shotgun blasted yourself in the head your brain wouldnt be there to experience the dmt. If we only exist in the material plane that would hypothetically stop you from having the dmt experience.
Wish I could get a shotgun או trusted myself to do it right. So many gun suicide attempts either end in failure or
 
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ArtsyDrawer

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Nov 8, 2018
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For a while I wanted to strap a bomb to my head and set it off.
The problem is that acquiring a good bomb is a wee bit difficult to say the least.
 
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Welcumtotherealworld

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Feb 12, 2019
126
Wish I could get a shotgun או trusted myself to do it right. So many gun suicide attempts either end in failure or
Yup even when you put it in your mouth there's this weird vacuum effect that happens with shotguns where the energy released from the barrel will try to find the easiest and softest escape (your face) and choose that instead of going through your skull.

I saw a kid wriggling in pain with his face blown off on a surgery table on reddit/wpd once. Grusomme shit, hanging is so much more pleasant. Sure it looks a bit grose when your body twitches and your face turns purple, but all of that eventually stops.
 
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anelakapu

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Mar 28, 2018
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there's this weird vacuum effect that happens with shotguns where the energy released from the barrel will try to find the easiest and softest escape (your face) and choose that instead of going through your skull.

Wow. Glad i didnt use that shotgun.
 

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