I don’t want this

[tbh2023]

I don't want to be here on this earth. I don't want to celebrate holidays. I'm waking up sick to my stomach every morning. I wish I can just disappear. Today I have to sit on the table with the family to celebrate Thanksgiving!!!! Last thing I want to do is doing that. They don't know I'm planning my death!!!!! I can't wait for today and this life to be over.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as I just wish to be gone as well, all I wish for is to never suffer in this existence ever again, I'm always wishing I could erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I personally see it as so undesirable to exist and I'd never wish for existence. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[GoSan1]

I don't want to be here on this earth. I don't want to celebrate holidays. I'm waking up sick to my stomach every morning. I wish I can just disappear. Today I have to sit on the table with the family to celebrate Thanksgiving!!!! Last thing I want to do is doing that. They don't know I'm planning my death!!!!! I can't wait for today and this life to be over.

I think holidays could be such a beautiful thing if they weren't here in this cruel life. The idea of having small days for a specific something sounds cute. True shame tho, I know exactly what you mean. There is nothing to celebrate with a life like this...