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forgivemegod

I have a chronic disease
Jun 26, 2025
72
I think dying, especially from suicide, is painful, emotionally and physically. There is no peace in it; also we don't know what happens or where we go after we die. So basically, we're fucked, living or dying. I don't think suicide is a solution, I don't think there is a solution, I'm completely fucked.
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
938
I think dying, especially from suicide, is painful, emotionally and physically. There is no peace in it;
That totally depends on the chosen method. F.e., I've tried to get high and pass out from inhaling the laughing gas, and I felt quite good.
also we don't know what happens or where we go after we die.
Likely nothing. I don't need 100% guarantee for this like I don't need 100% guarantee that I won't be injured by a falling meteorite today.
 
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ididnotconsent

ididnotconsent

Experienced
Mar 16, 2025
206
It depends on the method. N seems to be the most peaceful way to go, pretty much no pain, but the least accessible. Yeah we have no idea what the fuck is going on lol.

We don't even know whats going on when were alive let alone what's going to happen after we die. You pretty much just have to go along for the ride. But if it's any consolation you aren't alone, we're all going down the same road as billions before us. I think it's going to be OK.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies.
Apr 25, 2023
1,143
No, there are just bearable and unbearable methods. Painless methods are gone now, or accessable for the rich who can afford travelling and euthanasia.
 
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TooManyChances

TooManyChances

Member
Jun 30, 2025
64
For real bro. We can't kill ourselves which makes me want to kms
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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I used opiate method. No physical pain other then sore for a few days from the chest compressions. Emotional pain yes.
 
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darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,161
I wish for a headshot
it is painless
 
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forgivemegod

I have a chronic disease
Jun 26, 2025
72
I just think theres a chance our suffering will not end when we are dead my friends
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
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I used opiate method. No physical pain other then sore for a few days from the chest compressions. Emotional pain yes.
I am opiate niave...I can get dome oxycodone...how many did you use, and did you throw up?
 
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kopebaldy

Experienced
Jul 5, 2025
233
It depends on the method. N seems to be the most peaceful way to go, pretty much no pain, but the least accessible. Yeah we have no idea what the fuck is going on lol.

We don't even know whats going on when were alive let alone what's going to happen after we die. You pretty much just have to go along for the ride. But if it's any consolation you aren't alone, we're all going down the same road as billions before us. I think it's going to be OK.
Is there a mega thread for N?

Nothing guaranteed but I might be able to get it because I live in 3rd world country and restrictions are pretty lax around here.
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Student
Jun 18, 2025
198
I think dying, especially from suicide, is painful, emotionally and physically. There is no peace in it; also we don't know what happens or where we go after we die. So basically, we're fucked, living or dying. I don't think suicide is a solution, I don't think there is a solution, I'm completely fucked.
I'm fucked and lazy and horrible and ugly I can't even find myself good in life to be honest, suicide is my only option and the suicide hotline is fucking retarded as hell.
 
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Foxcompany2nd3rd

Member
Jul 24, 2025
58
The only truly painless methods require an expert assistant with extensive knowledge in chemicals and drugs. Which usually costs a lot more money.
 
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amerie

amerie

yes! (PFP IS LARA RAJ FROM KATSEYE)
Oct 6, 2024
625
Death is a dreamless sleep, multiple accounts of people who have temporarily died have said this. There is peace in death otherwise we wouldn't choose it.
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Student
Jul 13, 2025
127
Death is a dreamless sleep, multiple accounts of people who have temporarily died have said this. There is peace in death otherwise we wouldn't choose it.
But many people have also claimed the opposite after having an NDE 🙈
 
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amerie

yes! (PFP IS LARA RAJ FROM KATSEYE)
Oct 6, 2024
625
But many people have also claimed the opposite after having an NDE 🙈
Then they didn't actually die, they passed out and had a dream and were close to death but didn't actually succumb to it. Can you remember a time when you didn't exist?? What were you doing?? Nothing. When your brain dies you are literally nothing. And id choose hell, roaming as a spirit, or doing fuck all anything over living in this fucked up world.
 
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naookoo128

Student
Jul 13, 2025
127
No ofc they didnt, they just temporarily died, as you said. I believe the same, when our brain stops, everything stops. But before it does, it has a huge spike on brainwaves, much bigger than in a normal dream, that what I was talking about, it fascinates me atm. 🤷🏻‍♂️
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Wizard
Feb 21, 2025
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Nothing guaranteed but I might be able to get it because I live in 3rd world country and restrictions are pretty lax around here.
what country? or if youre not comfortable, then just what continent?
 
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kopebaldy

Experienced
Jul 5, 2025
233
what country? or if youre not comfortable, then just what continent?
Vietnam

Update:

I did some research and it's indeed available to purchase but the dose is so small that it won't be enough to kill anyone, unless you wanna swallow like 2000 of them lol.

Although one of the effects listed is calming so I might get some to assist with other methods.

The lethal version is, as expected, only purchasable with a license.

Look like SN is back on the menu bois.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,389
It'd solve everything for me as I believe death to simply be non-existence where all is gone and forgotten about and to be unconscious for all eternity with no more suffering is just all I hope for. All I wish is to be free from this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is an abomination and it's one that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is the only peace.
 
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lonely swiss

lonely swiss

Member
Jul 30, 2025
13
It depends on the method. N seems to be the most peaceful way to go, pretty much no pain, but the least accessible. Yeah we have no idea what the fuck is going on lol.

We don't even know whats going on when were alive let alone what's going to happen after we die. You pretty much just have to go along for the ride. But if it's any consolation you aren't alone, we're all going down the same road as billions before us. I think it's going to be OK.
Is N easily available? I live in Switzerland
 
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forgivemegod

I have a chronic disease
Jun 26, 2025
72
SN is definitely scary, that shit turns you blood BROWN
 
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jenson

I don't really belong anywhere
Jul 13, 2025
31
My profession gives me access to some powerful painless medications for ctb. I've just been to afraid to take them. I have a kit prepared and everything but once I take the meds it will be traced back to me and at that point there is no going back.
 
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tbh2023

Specialist
Nov 4, 2024
322
There isn't painless dying method regardless suicide or not. When your soul leaves your body it hurts no matter what unless you take strong pain meds prior. I rather suffer few minutes as long as I know I'll be gone after.

For those who claims people died and came back. That's not true. There is no such a thing. People go into a coma but not death. Yes some people claims they saw light, space, their loved one, etc, but this is not coming back from death. It's basically hallucinations and dreams
 
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L1feless

L1feless

caffeine addict
Jul 25, 2025
14
that's why im gonna ctb with a gunshot to head, all u need is 1 second of courage to pull the trigger and you're gone.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

🔑 LTO tape exists
Apr 10, 2025
819
SN, Sodium nitrate ? Is it a slow death ?
sodium nitrite (not nitrate)... the death speed is moderate, with vomiting and moderately unpleasant symptoms, unlike faster or even near-instant things like explosions
 
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naookoo128

Student
Jul 13, 2025
127
There isn't painless dying method regardless suicide or not. When your soul leaves your body it hurts no matter what unless you take strong pain meds prior. I rather suffer few minutes as long as I know I'll be gone after.

For those who claims people died and came back. That's not true. There is no such a thing. People go into a coma but not death. Yes some people claims they saw light, space, their loved one, etc, but this is not coming back from death. It's basically hallucinations and dreams
Havent seen people yet who claimed there were people who died and came back, but I guess there are some christians here!
Is there something to read about that it hurts when the soul leaves your body, is there an exact moment? You seem to know more, its interesting.
 
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