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Steamm

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Feb 28, 2020
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But yet I got a little bit of hope or fear of dying. I keep telling to myself "man up and do what you have to do" but I just can't. It's so frustrating.
 
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Yuki Tenuki

Yuki Tenuki

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Oct 30, 2020
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Maybe it'll be easier if you actually try dying by exposing yourself to... Death. Yeah, I guess that'll need a brave heart. Sadly you won't die by just thinking about suicide.
 
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MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
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Perhaps you don't have to do anything. Perhaps just being is enough. Difficulty overcoming obstacles does not have to result in the cold infinite. Take a seat and wait it out. The hurdle might look easier tomorrow, or next week, or next year.
 
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BLUE1970

Experienced
Nov 3, 2020
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It might be easier to reassess your problems and see if you can work out a way to improve your situation, you might need to brave to tackle them, but ctb takes a lot of bravery, despite what some may say...it is not a cowardly act.
 
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Steamm

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Feb 28, 2020
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It might be easier to reassess your problems and see if you can work out a way to improve your situation, you might need to brave to tackle them, but ctb takes a lot of bravery, despite what some may say...it is not a cowardly act.
I can not improve my situation, not anymore.
 
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Not even sure what my problems are and how they work, so I don't see any way of addressing them
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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But yet I got a little bit of hope or fear of dying. I keep telling to myself "man up and do what you have to do" but I just can't. It's so frustrating.

If you are contemplating seeing a way out of your problems, it sounds like they would at least be fixable in the sense; switch you from being suicidal to non suicidal?

Would that happen if you found a way to get the problems fixed, or are they fixable in that way?

I can not improve my situation, not anymore.

If the problems continue would you be able or willing to adapt to the situation, and could you see yourself being okay with living longer? Is that what you meant by hope?

I hope the situation gets better for you.. if that is what you meant, or any other thing to improve upon your hope.

I am sorry to hear of your frustrations.
 
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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
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If you are contemplating seeing a way out of your problems, it sounds like they would at least be fixable in the sense; switch you from being suicidal to non suicidal?

Would that happen if you found a way to get the problems fixed, or are they fixable in that way?



If the problems continue would you be able or willing to adapt to the situation, and could you see yourself being okay with living longer? Is that what you meant by hope?

I hope the situation gets better for you.. if that is what you meant, or any other thing to improve upon your hope.

I am sorry to hear of your frustrations.
It's something I have no control over, it will happen and I can not change it, just embrace it.
 
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Zebedee

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Sep 30, 2020
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Me neither, so you're not alone in that respect. I hope your situation improves
 
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