Venting i don't know how to express my feeling anymore

[defrauder9000]

i want to tell how i'm feeling. but i can't. i try to, but i immediately stop.i can't tell you why. i immediately redact what i want to say. i want help.
i won't tell anyone. even my online frineds outside of SaSu.

 

[R. A.]

seems you might be afraid of how you'll be received opening up.
have you tried just writing it not to show anyone? maybe practicing simply getting it out of you for starters.

 

[somewhatdeadly]

me neither. i can't express myself with words.

 

[defrauder9000]

me neither. i can't express myself with words.

gl

 

[.koocain]

i understand even writing is difficult for me, even when im writing for my own wellbeing i struggle, i cant find the words and my thoughts go top fast for me to even process and write down

 

[ElTopo]

i want to tell how i'm feeling. but i can't. i try to, but i immediately stop.i can't tell you why. i immediately redact what i want to say. i want help.
i won't tell anyone. even my online frineds outside of SaSu.

Same, nothing seems to help, maybe it will come with time but I don't really feel like telling my story over and over again to people who won't listen. If someone reached out to me maybe I could open up, but it's unlikely to happen.