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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
My father saw me researching on the internet benzodiapzepines and opiates. he thinks I'm a drug addict. I'm fucked. he does not believes the stories I've invented and will monitor all purchases that arrive at my address. I fucked up. I fucked up. I do not know where they sell sn here besides the internet.
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
I don't know how he would react to the truth ...

Maybe a friend can help you.
 
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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
I don't know how he would react to the truth ...

Maybe a friend can help you.
he hit me. I'll try to deal with this with a friend. I'm looking for partners too, maybe I meet.
 
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worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I am sorry dude! I know how devastating this can be. I'm pretty much in the same predicament with getting a firearm or purchasing anything online because my aunt controls the bank account.
 
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Cody111

Student
Nov 16, 2018
175
Sorry to hear bout your situation dude. No one should have to put up with that.
Hope you can figure out a work around.

Do you have a friend that is aware of your situation and thoughts?

Are yoj able to get away from the house for a while, few days or something?
 
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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
I'm so sorry, I'm currently stuggling with the same barrier. I'm an adult yet still being infantilize by parents and society simply for not having a desire to continue existing. Living with parents makes it alot more difficult than it already is. You have to be alot more sneaky and careful of not getting caught.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
what a shame...and you've done so much research in taking SN, detailing your step by step process. Can you ship SN to a different address ? To a friend or the post office?
 
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