I cant stop drinking and being sad

[Wojaczek]

All i want to do is get drunk and hopefully die from it at some point
I fucked up so many things in my life, i just cant believe how retarded i am
Im so trash, pure scum
I just want to be in an isolated room where no one disturbs me and drink myself to death. Im not supposed to be alive, i should have never met these people that are in my life.

 

[TotallyIsolated]

Everybody makes mistakes. Don't be so hard on yourself.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things are this bad. Being alive really is painful. I hope you find peace.

 

[Wojaczek]

Everybody makes mistakes. Don't be so hard on yourself.

Its irreparable

 

[Huntfish34]

Damn,. I'm sorry you feel that way.... But I feel very much the same myself except I'm combining numerous drugs along with the alcohol. Just Trying to slow my racing thoughts of self hatred and resentments towards others. Very vicious cycle it is to say the Least.
I hope you can find some peace throughout this Madness we call Life. Fckn hate it.

 

[ClownMe]

Im sorry that things have gone wrong in your life, this existence is excruciating at times, sending my love.