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HowlingCoyote

HowlingCoyote

" and i said hell is the sun, "
Jan 14, 2026
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it's taking everything in me not to end it tonight. nothing is getting better, i feel so miserable. it all hurts so much. it's never going to get better and im tired of being told it will. i keep failing, i keep fucking up, i keep getting stuck in these cycles. nothing feels okay, it will never feel okay again. it all hurts so much im tired of pretending im okay when im not, im at the lowest ive ever been in my entire fucking life and i dont see a way back from this i want to leave it all behind it all hurts so much my head hurts my heart hurts everything hurts
all i can do is hurt myself and that doesnt even satisfy it anymore im so so so tired
 
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grid zer0

swinging pendulum
Dec 12, 2024
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InevitableDeath

Already Dead
Jan 4, 2026
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Feel that. And even on here, there are scum who revel in people cutting themselves, pushing them to death when they're here seeking company.

People are a fucking plague on the earth.
 
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Strangerdanger7

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Oct 28, 2025
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Well, I'm working on that little bit of getting it together. I found a company that handles passport applications that seems legit. I'm going get in touch with them to get one. We are not the enlightened countries; this is Europe. Progress is progress, one step at a time. Therapy is entirely ineffective. I've tried it twice it did nothing for me. I have reflected on my friends who have tried it, and they are in worse shape now than when they started. I'm not playing that hamster wheel again, doing it over and over again, and expecting a different result. You don't get one. My first friend, who went to therapy, used to be a cutter in high school; now he's homeless in Texas. Therapy didn't help him. My next friend, who went to therapy, had a job and a wife, a stable life. He went to therapy. He came out as gay. Started dating young guys against everyone else's advice. He ended up with a gift and costly medication to manage it. He ended up too sick to continue working mentally, and now is on SSDI. I think therapy gave him a reversal of fortune. It certainly didn't help him. He's on more medication and can't function very well compared to where he was when he started. Therapy gave him a significant reversal of fortune. It didn't help him. My third friend, who went to therapy, had a wife and a child, a stable life. Goes to therapy, ends up in divorce, pays a lot of child support. Now has a roommate who cannot afford to support themselves. He doesn't have much self-confidence. The therapist has him on all this medication. He cannot handle adulting and dating if you get my point. Therapy caused the reversal of Fortune 2. So I look at too many of my friends who've gone financially bankrupt and cuckoo trying to go to therapy, I'm telling you, you're better off just learning to handle your own problems. I look at the majority of these people in therapy and how it solved absolutely no problems for them. If you look at their lives before, they created more problems for themselves, rather than resolving any. That's why I say no more therapy for me; I've managed this long without it. I will continue to manage without it. The best thing you can do is be an adult and resolve your own issues and figure things out.
 

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