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dEATHiSmYgOD

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Apr 8, 2019
37
The pain is so horrible I wanna cry but I can't. How do I cry? I feel extreme numbness and extreme pain at the same time.
 
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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
I feel the same. Wish I had an answer, but that's depression for you.
 
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MartEU

MartEU

Member
May 26, 2019
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I feel you, there is this big lump inside me that's stuck, can't numb it anymore.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
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The pain is so horrible I wanna cry but I can't. How do I cry? I feel extreme numbness and extreme pain at the same time.
I feel like that all the time. At times it is horrible but it can also be soothing.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
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The pain is so horrible I wanna cry but I can't. How do I cry? I feel extreme numbness and extreme pain at the same time.
I hear you. When I had depression as a teenager even at 19 years old I was so sad and cried all the time now I don´t feel anything not happiness, sadness or even excitement I actually miss my depression now because having all this pain and frustration but not able to let it out is worse than crying all the time I MISS FEELING!! I don´t even care if the only thing I could feel would be sadness through depression I just want to feel again.
 
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ExitTheDay

ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
336
I can never cry around other people, and that's not me wanting others to think I'm weak or anything, it's just that I can't stand pity from others I guess and let it all out when I'm alone
 
BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
My tears have run dry 4 years ago. The only instances I ever cried since then were when my grandpa died of cancer and when I slit my vein and saw the blood gushing out.
Otherwise, it feels like a dessert in my eyes. I just make sobbing sounds and weird grimaces with no relief. Sucks
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
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Take estradiol a type of estrogen maybe you can feel again after taking it.
 

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