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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
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I am sorry my dear mother and friends. I am very close to CTB. There is no hope, every month gets worse.
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
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Ahh dude.You and I are pretty similar. Try to hold on for some time, but I can understand if you really need to.It's not my place to convince either for or against.🥲
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
Ahh dude.You and I are pretty similar. Try to hold on for some time, but I can understand if you really need to.It's not my place to convince either for or against.🥲
I have so many good things in life, so many blessings. I have good circle of friends, my parents are loving and kind. Yet...I find my situation in life, unbearable. I guess it is time for comfort eating...only thing which brings me any pleasure in life...
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
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I have so many good things in life, so many blessings. I have good circle of friends, my parents are loving and kind. Yet...I find my situation in life, unbearable. I guess it is time for comfort eating...only thing which brings me any pleasure in life...
Same thing here. There's just no more joy. I'm just praying for death. I would rather die a normal death instead of having to take the bus.I'm in very good health though. So I just know that's not going to happen anytime soon🙄

I have everything I could ever want. Sadly, I don't derive any more joy from anything.
 
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sambrosia

Member
Jun 10, 2025
75
I am sorry my dear mother and friends. I am very close to CTB. There is no hope, every month gets worse.

I understand. I am tired of fighting too. It's just about 2 decades' worth of thoughts that started at 10/11. It feels like it's not going to change and I'm tired of trying.

Not fully ready to part with life but getting closer every day. I feel terribly for my mom as well, but it feels unfair to myself to keep on going like this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,613
It's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I also suffer so much, I wish you the best.
 
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