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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
244
The only ever joy I even got out of life was with prostitutes I used to pay to give me intimacy but now I stopped going to them because of how it was damaging my financial life because women have rejected me my entire life and no one has ever loved me before. Life is a fucking sadist that wants me to die unloved, unhugged, unkissed and remain with zero compliments in my life ZERO COMPLIMENTS!!!
 
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ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
296
How old are you? There's plenty of time to find love.
 
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Haematemesis

Haematemesis

Student
Jan 12, 2025
166
I've been through the same experiences. if you want to talk my dm's are open.
 
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Mr. Silver

Mr. Silver

Member
Jan 30, 2025
20
21 and genetically failed
It's tough. I've lost all hope that I will find someone in my life, but is something that I'm starting to care less and less. In any case, everyone gives a different answer to "genetically failed" and I've seen a bunch of people that, despite their appearance, found love. So I think that you still have a chance.
 
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NoMoreSanity

Member
Mar 17, 2025
85
Love is a waste like the rest of the pleasures in the world.
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
244
Love is a waste like the rest of the pleasures in the world.
My only pleasure in life was being with massage prostitutes I have to pay to get intimacy from that are old enough to be my mom.
 
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worldclass_sinner

Trying to Get to Heaven Before They Close the Door
Mar 15, 2025
24
My only pleasure in life was being with massage prostitutes I have to pay to get intimacy from that are old enough to be my mom.
jeez

Ur just 1 yr older than me lol. How old were you when you started visiting prostitutes ?
Anyway you are very young one day you'll find love who'll give you hugs and kisses
 
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NoMoreSanity

Member
Mar 17, 2025
85
My only pleasure in life was being with massage prostitutes I have to pay to get intimacy from that are old enough to be my mom.
Doesnt matter. Pleasure isn't worth it. It's a waste. There isn't any good.
 
Thomas Rekowicz

Thomas Rekowicz

Member
Mar 10, 2025
64
25 here i had only kisses with my ex girlfriend IT is my happiest memory i feel so lonely i do not want go to a hooker IT would hurt me emotionally
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,722
Men get more attractive as they get older . Late 20s usually in my opinion
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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The only ever joy I even got out of life was with prostitutes I used to pay to give me intimacy but now I stopped going to them because of how it was damaging my financial life because women have rejected me my entire life and no one has ever loved me before. Life is a fucking sadist that wants me to die unloved, unhugged, unkissed and remain with zero compliments in my life ZERO COMPLIMENTS!!!
Prostitutes twice your age? Massage? Like happy endings?

Sorry to hear you're suffering.
 
BeijaFlor

BeijaFlor

Dreamer
Oct 17, 2024
90
i'm a transgender woman, transvestite. ive been a hooker. ive been with several men, and woman.

seekin solace is not a shame, its a consequence of this hypocrital fucked up world

its pointless to feel guilty about it

guilt is but a facade

think deep... seek deep

to whom you truly are

and the whys, and the reasons

you dont have to justify it to anobody, not even to yourself

being rejected is common, we live in a world that values certain aspects

and dismiss true value

"dont judge a book by its cover", is rarely understood

same as jesus teachings

humanity, the cesspool of its own so called sins

 
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LonelyMe

Member
Mar 8, 2025
38
I feel exactly the same... It's tough out there.
 
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sadsoni

sadsoni

will you hold me and stop me from shaking?
Feb 28, 2025
73
The only ever joy I even got out of life was with prostitutes I used to pay to give me intimacy but now I stopped going to them because of how it was damaging my financial life because women have rejected me my entire life and no one has ever loved me before. Life is a fucking sadist that wants me to die unloved, unhugged, unkissed and remain with zero compliments in my life ZERO COMPLIMENTS!!!
These hugs and kisses are our compliments to you. We love you. :heart::heart::heart:
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

Its only a matter of time
Oct 16, 2024
244
Prostitutes twice your age? Massage? Like happy endings?

Sorry to hear you're suffering.
Yep

Thankfully I stopped going and will not go back
Prostitutes twice your age? Massage? Like happy endings?

Sorry to hear you're suffering.
I even kissed one and sucked nipple and it made me paranoid about STDs but its been a long time since I last gone so I am in the clear
25 here i had only kisses with my ex girlfriend IT is my happiest memory i feel so lonely i do not want go to a hooker IT would hurt me emotionally
Ive never had one except for the "ones" with massage prostitutes which made me paranoid for a super long time
 
Stan Swiftie

Stan Swiftie

Student
Apr 3, 2025
102
The only ever joy I even got out of life was with prostitutes I used to pay to give me intimacy but now I stopped going to them because of how it was damaging my financial life because women have rejected me my entire life and no one has ever loved me before. Life is a fucking sadist that wants me to die unloved, unhugged, unkissed and remain with zero compliments in my life ZERO COMPLIMENTS!!!
The only joy I ever get is masturbating to porn while on coke. And I just ended my "friendship" with my dealer, so no more coke for me. All I want from him is fentanyl anyways, and I don't think he'd get it for me, even if he could, which I doubt. I'd pay a large sum of money for it if someone could supply it.
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
63
I'm 23 and I feel the same way as you. Honestly idk what is wrong with me, with my looks I should be able to get a girl, but I have extreme social anxiety and cptsd, so I struggle to even find a friend. I spent many years trying to find someone and fix myself.

I hate the fact that we're are constantly bombarded from all media about relationships and sex, so it's hard for me to even cope without thinking about it.

Although I would say that the black pill claims are exaggerated, at least from my experience. If you are social enough and somewhat successful you can find someone, even if you are not a gigachad.
 

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