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Now_And_Then

Now_And_Then

If I am no good , then let me out
Jun 30, 2019
277
I am saving to about at least £ 1 , 400 pounds for one last trip , then I will kill my self at the end of it

I am going to try and make it a weeks holiday. My first stop will be at the Hawkstone Park grotto in Shropshire. This is where they filmed the BBC Chronicles Of Narnia from 1988 until 1990, and I have wanted to see the place for a very long time . My second stop will be at the Weald and Downland museum in Chichester for personal reasons l. My last stop will be at the Isle Of Wight . I will spend a few days there and then commit suicide at the end of the trip , on the island



I have an idea of what method I will use , but I am not sure if it is that reliable yet ( drowning , but with the help of pills )



I hope to seal every thing in life so it is all clean
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
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Sounds exciting! I wished I had the energy to go do something like that. Drowning is a pretty sketchy way to ctb, though.
 
Now_And_Then

Now_And_Then

If I am no good , then let me out
Jun 30, 2019
277
Sounds exciting! I wished I had the energy to go do something like that. Drowning is a pretty sketchy way to ctb, though.


The thing is , I am so desperate to go , I am sure drowning won't be much of an issue for me
 
Tom9999

Tom9999

I've suffered enough.
Aug 27, 2019
124
I've also considered the cliffs at the Isle Of Wight.

I hope you have an enjoyable and fulfilling trip, see everything you want to see, and that everything turns out the best for you.
 
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lonelymess

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Aug 31, 2019
24
It sounds like a good trip. I always thought about going to a nice and sunny place, spend my last money on this wonderful trip then end it . But now .... I am afraid I would feel even worse than at home. Because it could also be sad to be in the nicest place and not be able to share with anyone like I used to. So now I am not sure what to do. So I will follow this post see what you and others do
 
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