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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
134
At this moment I have a belt, and I am in the bathroom as
we speak. And I am so close to hanging my self. I am geting the strong urge of going through with it. And the worst part is that I got my self into this situation, and most of it has been going on since I was about 13 years old, and I am 23 right now. And also my life has been hell since I was about 6,and also I had these problems even before I new I had them.
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
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At this moment I have a belt, and I am in the bathroom as
we speak. And I am so close to hanging my self. I am geting the strong urge of going through with it. And the worst part is that I got my self into this situation, and it also has been going on since I was about 13 years old.

Can you get yourself out of the situation you got yourself into?
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
I'm too exhausted to write anything in english, but I'm so sorry to read this. I'm thinking of you. I wish you much love for yourself and the little 13 year old girl inside you. Please take care for you.
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
134
Can you get yourself out of the situation you got yourself into?
When I get myself out of this situation my life will never be the same. Let's just say I did something that I am not proud of,and it will affect me my hole life until I die or end it, and I think I will probably end it.
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
482
Doing things on impulse is not a great idea. If you thought it through then good luck and I wish you the best, but if that is not the case then please do anything you can to deescalate the situation. I've experienced something similar before and it is unbearable in the moment, but even time can help with this. Just don't rush things and have everything planned.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
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I'm sorry to hear you're in such a distressed state. Have you taken time to think about your choice here, and are certain this is not being done out of impulse? I respect your decision of course, but it's always concerning when people act impulsively. Things don't work as well as we would like them to, and sometimes there is regrets.
 
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suicidal-raven

There are many of us in one mind.
Nov 2, 2020
60
Hey, please be careful. You might cause more issues if you act out on impulse. Maybe try taking some deep breaths and listening to calming music, if you like music. Get yourself into a better head space because impulsivity will most likely lead to failure and more pain. Please, please be careful!
 

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