I am in an extremely bad situation, I got 10k in the bank, should I just run?

[ItNeedsToHappen]

I get drunk and I start buying stuff online to move away. Clothes and shit. But I wake up in the morning wanting to CTB. Should I just do some compulsive shit and move without telling my parents? I should've been out of my house 5-10 years ago. I'm 29. My Mom told me that she would CTB if I did. I want to be strong. I am in a terrible spot. Did some really bad stuff and am gonna be on the news.
I can't just think about myself. I have siblings that care about me, but this is gonna affect them too. Just an all around shit show.

 

[shiba]

I don't know the specifics of your situation. Are police after you? It sounds like you don't have many options, but I'd definitely want to get far away from where you are. If police are after you then maybe talk to a lawyer? Definitely don't go to prison because getting locked up is the worst thing that can happen to a suicidal person. I'm sorry you're in such a horrible situation.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

I know of criminals out there who have committed a lot crimes and what not including identity fraud and so many other bad things. I suppose it's me of those an eye for an eye ay. Isn't life ironic that other people would want to get others in trouble for things they have done themselves.

A first class criminal pointing fingers at others looooool. Some of these police are the biggest criminals and they morally corrupt themselves. Can you imagine a criminal saying another person should go to prison when they are constant criminal themselves. The audacity

 

[ItNeedsToHappen]

It's not illegal. It was free speech. At least I think so. The media is making an example of me. I got radicalized on twitter. I got involved with a bad ideology, which is widespread on twitter. Made a big mistake. Now I am paying for it. A far right ideology. But I think they're trying to make an example of me. I am paranoid, but it all came to me now. I am drunk.

 

[bankai]

It's not illegal. It was free speech. At least I think so. The media is making an example of me. I got radicalized on twitter. I got involved with a bad ideology, which is widespread on twitter. Made a big mistake. Now I am paying for it. A far right ideology. But I think they're trying to make an example of me. I am paranoid, but it all came to me now. I am drunk.

Just wait. Delete your account if possible and stay off social media. If anyone reaches out to you, just apologize sincerely. It should hopefully blow over in time.

It seems you have a mother that cares. A lot of people don't. I'm just saying. I think you should be fine.

 

[shiba]

It's not illegal. It was free speech. At least I think so. The media is making an example of me. I got radicalized on twitter. I got involved with a bad ideology, which is widespread on twitter. Made a big mistake. Now I am paying for it. A far right ideology. But I think they're trying to make an example of me. I am paranoid, but it all came to me now. I am drunk.

Oh that changes things. Honestly you have nothing to worry about then. It sounds like your situation kind of sucks anyways with your mom threatening you with her own life. If I were you I'd try and get a new start somewhere else. Even if you actually end up on the news people forget these things quickly, and it won't follow you around like some curse.

Wishing you the best