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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

Student
Mar 30, 2023
162
It's like I am stuck in the fourth circle of hell. I cannot escape. I can't die, it's an eternal fucking limbo. SOME hope comes from me, like the SN method, and then I see that I can't get the meds that are required with it, Antiemetics and other stuff. I am losing my mind, I think I am going to actually say goodbye to the last remnants of sanity in me. I wish I was put down like an animal. That would be better than this existence.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

Banned
Aug 18, 2024
1,391
I understand you. Life is a condition of extreme suffering and sometimes reaches unbearable levels. It's the damned pro-lifers who lock us in that Limbo.
 
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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

Student
Mar 30, 2023
162
I understand you. Life is a condition of extreme suffering and sometimes reaches unbearable levels. It's the damned pro-lifers who lock us in that Limbo.
A humane, non-savage society would have a right to die. It's 2024 and people have to resort to fucked methods to escape this hell. Plainly unhinged, if you ask me.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

Banned
Aug 18, 2024
1,391
A humane, non-savage society would have a right to die. It's 2024 and people have to resort to fucked methods to escape this hell. Plainly unhinged, if you ask me.
We are treated like animals. Forced to live until the owner decides it's time for the slaughter.
 
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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

Student
Mar 30, 2023
162
We are treated like animals. Forced to live until the owner decides it's time for the slaughter.
I hope we both find peace and freedom one day, as soon as possible.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod
Jun 2, 2024
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you don't technically need the other drugs for success re SN. just SN and water and a proper way to measure.

i'm aware that x drug is important for some gastric aspect but it's stated clearly in the pph that the drugs are mainly meant to ease side affects.

just my two cents. sorry you're feeling like this for real 🤍🫂 reach out if you'd like
 
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identity0

identity0

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Sep 25, 2024
392
Maybe this isnt real and its a nightmare. I dont understand how it can be real. Nothing seems as it should be
 
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zekeyaeger

zekeyaeger

Student
Mar 30, 2023
162
Maybe this isnt real and its a nightmare. I dont understand how it can be real. Nothing seems as it should be
This, pretty much this. I can't FAthom that this is real.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
696
Sometimes I think this IS really hell.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
696
It is truly possible
Or some kind of purgatory and if you were good in your last life your life is decent here. If you were bad in your past life, well here we are suffering and tortured.
 
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Trav1989

Experienced
Jun 2, 2024
250
We are treated like animals. Forced to live until the owner decides it's time for the slaughter.
Generally decided by an "accidental" opioid overdose in a nursing home once the bills pile up enough for the family.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
727
…why the fourth circle?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,603
I understand feeling so trapped in this cruel existence, to me it's just feels so painful how I cannot just peacefully die to escape from all the suffering. I certainly get that it's so dreadful and torturous feeling stuck here, I also just wish to be gone but anyway I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 
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howunfortunateforme

Arcanist
Oct 2, 2024
448
you don't technically need the other drugs for success re SN. just SN and water and a proper way to measure.

i'm aware that x drug is important for some gastric aspect but it's stated clearly in the pph that the drugs are mainly meant to ease side affects.

just my two cents. sorry you're feeling like this for real 🤍🫂 reach out if you'd like
Do we know what method @opheliaoveragain used?
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod
Jun 2, 2024
2,088
Do we know what method @opheliaoveragain used?
I didn't. Not yet.

 

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