I already like 2026!

[e!kent]

2025 has been A year, and I'm looking forward to my beloved 2026
I'm planning my ctb in January, waiting for a day when I'll be alone at home for at least 5 hours (it will probably be between the 12th and the 19th).
The method chosen is shallow-water blackout, but, due to the possibility of a failure, I'm making a plan B method.
The only thing I'll miss is art. It makes me kinda sad to know that I'll never see again Steven Universe, Silent hill or movies...
I can't wait, I want to leave this awful world. I'm tired of people, of myself. I hate how the world is changing me, I'm becoming an horrible person and I'm ruining myself. Literally the only good thing i can find in 2025 is the beginning of my smoking addiction (and i have severe asthma problems).
I'll update this thread when I'll have news.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering, I hope you find peace.

 

[e!kent]

The method chosen is shallow-water blackout, but, due to the possibility of a failure, I'm making a plan B method.

Honestly, I don't think I'll have problems with SWB, but it's better to have a safety net. I've done my research and I simply chose hanging. I would prefer full suspension rather than partial hanging (yes, I know that it is unnecessary and just makes it more complicated, but I can deal with that; I find it more worthy for me).

I still don't know when I'll be alone at home.