Venting humans broke ma heart

[yaa]

If that's what their goal was, they won.. they absolutely won.. they tore away any hope I ever had.. just breaking my heart everyday.. crazy what a human being can do to another on this planet.. so cruel.. no mercy.. in spite of all the horror.. they see fleeting joy. I wish I could .. I imagine putting a gun to my skull and pulling that trigger as many times as I can.. letting all the bullets hit this big meaty brain.. just to get it over with..
Won't even let us leave peacefully.. I'm so scared and want to be somewhere peaceful and safe.. away from harms way.. I wish I had never been born at all
Brought to life just to feel afraid.. just to feel pain.. almost like a sick twisted joke.. something could take my essence and place it in this shell to torture me for absolutely no reason.. and others.. and all I can do behind these eyes is watch.. the clown show.. I see no happiness.. I see nothing but pain and I wish they'd just .. feel a little empathy dammit.. just a little and let me and others go.. ik they don't care but.. I'm so tired of suffering for no reason..
Id never give my life over to some other being to relive just so they could get a taste of dopamine .. the highs and lows.. an the hidden horrors that lurk in the shadows

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish I never existed, I wish I never suffered in this cruel, painful existence more than anything, I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I wish there's the option to just cease existing painlessly and never suffer ever again, I also suffer so much from being denied that option.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm sorry for your suffering. Most humans are absolutely cruel and I hate this fucking world so much. I hope you find peace one day from this shitty existence

 

[yaa]

I also wish I never existed, I wish I never suffered in this cruel, painful existence more than anything, I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I wish there's the option to just cease existing painlessly and never suffer ever again, I also suffer so much from being denied that option.

I wish I could hug you honey bun you don't deserve to feel this way if I could free us painlessly to somewhere else where we aren't limited we're not controlled... We're safe I would in a bloody millisecond I swear it

I'm sorry for your suffering. Most humans are absolutely cruel and I hate this fucking world so much. I hope you find peace one day from this shitty existence

I'm sorry for yours as well bb I hope we can find peace as well, u have no idea how much I wish I could snap my fingers and whisk us somewhere beautiful and safe.. wish I could keep us protected from all harm

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm sorry for yours as well bb I hope we can find peace as well, u have no idea how much I wish I could snap my fingers and whisk us somewhere beautiful and safe.. wish I could keep us protected from all harm

That'd be so nice. I wish that I could snap my fingers and make it so that suffering no longer exists within this world and that nobody has to suffer ever. Being in such a world would truly be peaceful. If I could, I'd snap my fingers to protect you and everybody else as well

 

[KillingPain267]

I can sense the deep pain in your typed words. Just the black pixels on white, forming words and sentences to create meaning for me to read. And the words pierce right through to my heart... because I know the pain you speak of. I'm in tears I'm also hurt by humans mostly. It creates scars in the soul tougher than leather. When you mentioned imagining the bullets going through your brain, I could almost see it. Because I fantasize about it often too. But my most reasonable choices of methods are SN, hanging or Amitriptyline OD, so I have some more preparing to do. But when I am finally found, with suicide letter in my pocket, it will be known that it was humans' fault.

 

[yaa]

That'd be so nice. I wish that I could snap my fingers and make it so that suffering no longer exists within this world and that nobody has to suffer ever. Being in such a world would truly be peaceful. If I could, I'd snap my fingers to protect you and everybody else as well

You're such a sweetheart ur the universe reflecting on all the contradictions it's created .. a gem u are .. this is heartbreaking, the universe remains indifferent but yet it could create a small number of unique beings like us capable of feeling and understanding others pain
I wish we could be thanos in dis bih too, it'd be lights out.. a peaceful ending for once and all

I can sense the deep pain in your typed words. Just the black pixels on white, forming words and sentences to create meaning for me to read. And the words pierce right through to my heart... because I know the pain you speak of. I'm in tears I'm also hurt by humans mostly. It creates scars in the soul tougher than leather. When you mentioned imagining the bullets going through your brain, I could almost see it. Because I fantasize about it often too. But my most reasonable choices of methods are SN, hanging or Amitriptyline OD, so I have some more preparing to do. But when I am finally found, with suicide letter in my pocket, it will be known that it was humans' fault.

I wish I could hold you honey bun♡⁠˖⁠꒰⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠⑅⁠꒱ id caress your face and give you a bunch of forehead kisses rocking you to sleep u don't deserve to feel all this stupid unnecessary pain bb not at all, and I'm sorry for what other humans have done to you, this world is unforgivable in many ways, and if I could've saved you from it I would've.. when and if you do exit.. please make sure you absolutely know it won't have any bad side effects in case something goes wrong.. and u said hanging ik this is your life and I can't stop you but .. I know the body will struggle around for a while and it'd be painful.. you don't deserve that.. there's gotta be another less painful way that will work.. I wish euthanasia was allowed because you shouldn't have to be the one to do this, it's not fucking fair.. wish I could hug you Hun I may not know you personally but dammit I do care