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CaliguIa

CaliguIa

im pathetic :)
Sep 1, 2024
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why? am i broken? is this what we all go tru? why do i feel? why doni don the things i do. im stupid, delusional. why is everyone doing that, they annoy me. but im annoying i feel so ubearable. why am i so self centered? why i cant see things as they all do. i am broken?
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
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you're probably not broken. you think and feel differently than most. anything that goes out of current standards are treated poorly.
 
CaliguIa

CaliguIa

im pathetic :)
Sep 1, 2024
33
you're probably not broken. you think and feel differently than most. anything that goes out of current standards are treated poorly.
the way that i think and feel is not right.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I wonder this. How similar are we? I think we probably all have the basic set of emotions. It's just that different things trigger them for each of us. Some people are more able to let certain things wash over them than others. Sometimes I wonder if we feel things to varying intensities though. I definitely think some people are more sensitive and hurt more deeply than others. Whether they don't have the capacity for that or, they just protect themselves from it, I don't know.

However, ironically, I think the whole 'feeling different to other people' is fairly common. Especially among members here I imagine. Maybe we are different. Maybe we're all slightly different. Maybe the ones kidding themselves are the ones who believe they are normal and steady.
 

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