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dospi1

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i del whit very hardcore feelings of lonelyness and depresion, im in the middle of a relapse. it can best caracterised like cold, i have some sort of psychosomatic reaction when im on a hard low i feel cold, the same you feel when you you shiver or you have a sudden chill but constant, i wasnt bother by this cold before, but know i can percibe it freezing every part of me, you know when you are so cold that you become numb and at the same time hypersensitve? just like that, man it can get truly hard. but i was thinking probably your feelings are very diferent, would you like to try your hand and describe it? empaty is my way to feel any kind of warm in thisa trying times i would love to hear you all and will respond to everyone C:
 
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motel rooms

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Apr 13, 2021
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I feel hot.

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Foresight

Foresight

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Jun 14, 2019
1,393
I actually burn when I'm depressed. I got into a car accident 5 years ago and ever since then I have a chronic pain issue that feels like I'm burning on the inside out. Depression, lack of sleep, stress, etc. light me on fire. I assume it's a nerve issue.

I do know the emotional coldness you're experiencing. Cold for me is a refuge. It brings me relief. I have heard of coldness and shivers being associated with mental health lows.
 
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dospi1

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Nov 18, 2021
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I actually burn when I'm depressed. I got into a car accident 5 years ago and ever since then I have a chronic pain issue that feels like I'm burning on the inside out. Depression, lack of sleep, stress, etc. light me on fire. I assume it's a nerve issue.

I do know the emotional coldness you're experiencing. Cold for me is a refuge. It brings me relief. I have heard of coldness and shivers being associated with mental health lows.
damn man im sorry to hear that, as i reply before i really dont like heat, the feelin of burning must be so hard to deal whit. have you maybe asked a doctor about it? if its some nerve damage like you asume is proabably fixable
 
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I've actually been doing well lately. Cheers to you and anyone who enjoys the cold. I got my window open now and I'm letting cold winter air in. I hate summer.
 
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Onkyo74893

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Dec 11, 2021
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I hate hot weather and cold weather. Explains pretty well why places with a moderate climate year round are so damn densely populated. Like coastal southern California. Highs year round seldom exceeds 80f. Lows year round seldom dip lower than 40f.
 
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Jan 26, 2021
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I just get raw emotional pain, but it can differ in form. Yesterday it was more like various parts of my torso getting punch and grabbed by acidic hands somehow, hard to explain. Other times it felt like I've been gutted and filled with ice.

It's nowhere near as painful as physical pain of the same intensity, but it still has a huge effect on me (I start crying, and can't function in large part due to this). Even when I'm mindful and just observing the physical sensation, it's like it somehow turns right into some magic-attack that slips by the physical and goes right for the "soul", so to speak.
 
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everydayiloveyou

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Jul 5, 2020
490
Jumpy. when I'm happy I want to bounce around everywhere, it's like my body is telling me to go and jump for joy.

Then when I'm anxious or sad, it's jumpy like when someone scares you from behind. like youre on edge and then suddenly doing nothing. Then it happens again. kinda like the jitters but with my whole body and soul.
 
ClownMe

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Apr 7, 2021
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Numb, it's hard to feel anything anymore.
 
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myopybyproxy

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Dec 18, 2021
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i del whit very hardcore feelings of lonelyness and depresion, im in the middle of a relapse. it can best caracterised like cold, i have some sort of psychosomatic reaction when im on a hard low i feel cold, the same you feel when you you shiver or you have a sudden chill but constant, i wasnt bother by this cold before, but know i can percibe it freezing every part of me, you know when you are so cold that you become numb and at the same time hypersensitve? just like that, man it can get truly hard. but i was thinking probably your feelings are very diferent, would you like to try your hand and describe it? empaty is my way to feel any kind of warm in thisa trying times i would love to hear you all and will respond to everyone C:
I feel exactly the same way. Small cold lonely little charcoal pebble on the side of the road - the sort that has holes in it, like a sponge almost - I am numb with cold down to the core of my soul. I ache for warmth.

Trying to convince myself it's bullshit and failing. Fighting instinct is fucking hard. My spirit wants connection. I daren't let it.
 
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