liberty_222
psychotic
- Nov 28, 2021
- 361
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hungry_ghost
ุฌูุงุฏ
- Feb 21, 2022
- 516
Angst Filled Fuck Up
Illuminati
- Sep 9, 2018
- 3,160
SSRIs and benzos long term will do it. I'm only on a low dose so I still feel things, unfortunately. You'll have to be more hardcore than me to truly zombify yourself.
lili
Specialist
- Feb 17, 2022
- 319
Antipsychotics for me made me feel really numb. Specifically nothing.
onlyanimalsaregood
Unlovable ๐ Rest in peace CommitSudoku ๐ค
- Mar 11, 2022
- 1,329
It doesn't work. I tried it and it only got worse. It makes you think even more about the things that bother you and then because you're drunk you do shit.
I take both and yeah I still think about things, but in a calmer way.
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lili
Specialist
- Feb 17, 2022
- 319
Yeah I didn't like that experience though. For me it was scary to actually not feel anything. To the point that I found myself using more drugs and drinking alcohol to compensate for that.
But then I hate having these emotions and feeling too much over things. It's like I can't win either way.
stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,918
Feeling nothing might not be such a good thing.
I know I often feel anger, resentment, frustration, hatred, and no reason to live whatsoever.
If I don't feel these things, I know I have no feeling at all - no excitement, joy, happiness, love, or anything else.
I have no feelings. And that's what's even more scary. I "laugh" in anger. What appears to be a smile is not a smile. It is a void of emotion.
liberty_222
psychotic
- Nov 28, 2021
- 361
Pluto
Cat Extremist
- Dec 27, 2020
- 6,540
There is a technique in spiritual circles involving observing thoughts and emotions as an uninvolved bystander. It can take much practice and if your situation is already at a fever-pitch, it may seem inadequate. But considering the mind/brain is obviously the primary problem, it is worth trying to deal with it at the root cause. Without intervention, thoughts and emotions feed each other in a vicious circle.
How to Reduce Your Pain Body
Your "pain body" is a parasitic energy entity that feeds on your negative energy. (From the Intent Blog.)
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