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somewhatdeadly

somewhatdeadly

one more day
Jun 6, 2025
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How can i get over SI and actually finally kill myself instead of delaying it or lying to myself i will tomorrow.
 
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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
117
ive tried lorazepam and weed. Alcohol is my next bet.
 
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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
202
I'm going to drink myself silly. Blackout before I hang. Mentally I'm already there. Physically my body betrays me.
 
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kitkatt

Possumpwincess
Feb 17, 2026
137
How can i get over SI and actually finally kill myself instead of delaying it or lying to myself i will tomorrow.
I've learned one of the things I use to get high (a gas) can be use to cbt it won't be what I use because I have to be foolproof in my planning with my ocd. But I've been practicing holding in the gas I want to kill as many braincells as possible essentially lol ;(
I've learned one of the things I use to get high (a gas) can be use to cbt it won't be what I use because I have to be foolproof in my planning with my ocd. But I've been practicing holding in the gas I want to kill as many braincells as possible essentially lol ;( also I use humor to cope always have I'm not making light of anyone else's situation
 
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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
117
I'm going to drink myself silly. Blackout before I hang. Mentally I'm already there. Physically my body betrays me.
good luck, i hope you find peace
 
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