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v000

v000

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Jan 2, 2025
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I don't want to go on a random day, I want to make it feel "special". I guess it's all because of my OCD.

I definitely do not want to end it on a day close to any of my family members' birthdays. Nor holidays. I don't want them to associate those events with my death.

I'm a fan of dates ending with 0s and 5s - but it still doesn't make it feel "right" enough.

I hate September. Two friends died that month, another one almost did. I thought about "joining" them this way, but… it's way too far away. I don't want to live another six months. Maybe I can try surviving until then, for them.

So, do you plan on going on a specific date? If so, why?
 
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Languish

Languish

A Flower of Flesh and Blood
Feb 7, 2025
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Perhaps try 5/25/2025
 
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TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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I'm planning for a month that has no birthdays, no real significance
 
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v000

v000

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Jan 2, 2025
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Thank you for the suggestion @Languish. I think 25/02/25 looks good too. I'll try to get everything ready asap and we'll see how things go.
 

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