Discussion How many people you have known have died by suicide? (Not including this site.) Poll

[Forever Sleep]

I've seen it asked a few times. It's probably a bit distasteful to put it in a poll but, I suppose I'm curious.

For the poll, I've requested to exclude people on the forum. I suppose because we were presumably already suicidal when we came here. Plus, it goes with the territory that people here may well end up taking their own lives.

Do you think experiencing or knowing about suicides within the family/ friend group mean people are more likely to consider and do it themselves? Do you think having one or multiple suicides within a family and friend group makes it more or less permissible in the group?

I haven't actually known anyone in real life that took their own life. So, I suppose that's the other question. Do you think your potential suicide may 'encourage' others?

If it transpires that I don't feel able to hold on for my Dad to go first, I think my suicide would deeply hurt him. Probably not to suicide though. But, the shock may be enough to bring on 'natural' ailments. The rest of my family are very distant now. I suppose I wonder sometimes how cousins I've never even met would feel. Would it feel shameful maybe. I suspect they'd feel next to nothing at all. Or rather, I hope so. It's not my intention to hurt people with it.

 

[itsgone2]

20 people so far. Sad, even though we want the same thing.

 

[Namelesa]

0. tho I have suspicious that one might have but that isn't confirmed.

 

[Forever Sleep]

20 people so far. Sad, even though we want the same thing.

I'm so sorry. I never expected someone to know so many.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Two people, one a school friend when we were 11-13. We went to different high schools but still saw each other around. She got married at some point, and they were always together, didn't have kids, always seemed so genuinely happy and into each other. Five years ago, she would've been 45, her mom passed, and the following month her husband got really ill very quickly and passed too. She and her husband didn't attend the same church as his parents and then there was a fight about which church to have his memorial service at. I believe her last words, before pulling the trigger, were "it doesn't matter anymore". I'm happy that she had those very happy years of being so alive and in love. The other person was a colleague, who wasn't so lucky to have had the same happiness in life.

 

[LighthouseHermit]

3 people close to me.

 

[TAW122]

Not counting people on SaSu nor indirectly, I perhaps know maybe just one person who has died via CTB (though it was never really confirmed but heavily implied).

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

1 very close and 1 friend of a friend

 

[I'm scared]

A friend and then a few years later her brother who was also my friend
They tried but their mother fucked with their heads
I was in the best time of my life almost passed for normal.
Lastly someone extremely close to me,I felt loss but also envy

 

[tbh2023]

I've seen it asked a few times. It's probably a bit distasteful to put it in a poll but, I suppose I'm curious.

For the poll, I've requested to exclude people on the forum. I suppose because we were presumably already suicidal when we came here. Plus, it goes with the territory that people here may well end up taking their own lives.

Do you think experiencing or knowing about suicides within the family/ friend group mean people are more likely to consider and do it themselves? Do you think having one or multiple suicides within a family and friend group makes it more or less permissible in the group?

I haven't actually known anyone in real life that took their own life. So, I suppose that's the other question. Do you think your potential suicide may 'encourage' others?

If it transpires that I don't feel able to hold on for my Dad to go first, I think my suicide would deeply hurt him. Probably not to suicide though. But, the shock may be enough to bring on 'natural' ailments. The rest of my family are very distant now. I suppose I wonder sometimes how cousins I've never even met would feel. Would it feel shameful maybe. I suspect they'd feel next to nothing at all. Or rather, I hope so. It's not my intention to hurt people with it.

Hi, suicide can be genetic, can be contagious, and to have a suicidal friend as an example can encourage the thoughts. It's just my opinion. I want to kms but I think about my parents. I know one day I'll just do it. My cousin did, my friend did, and God knows who else from the family that I don't know about. To me dying is not a big deal. We are all going to die anyway, but to leave the pain behind is the problem in my case. If I can find something untraceable I'll use it right now. Why live the time we have if we are not satisfied? What's the point? We're going to die anyway, right?

 

[Forveleth]

I answered zero although technically I know of someone. He was a classmate from when I was very young, and when I heard that he had killed himself, It was like, 20 years after I had last seen him. It did not surprise me, though, even as a very young child, I could tell that there was something "off" about him. I always wondered if he had a rough home life from the way he would act out in school. I was not surprised, when I heard he had killed himself, but sad.

 

[daysnumbered]

One guy in my highschool hung himself, and he actually was a friend of my friend. From my understanding they said he was drunk during his suicide. Sadly, he was only 15 or 16 years old. Well, technically there was another one, even though I'm not sure I would count it. It was my aunt's ex husband's father. I never met the man, but he was terminally ill and did not want to be a burden on his wife anymore. Everyone was surprised because he was apparently very religious.
Sadly, suicide will effect at least one person one way or another. Average people do not underatand how heavy this decision ways on a suicidal person. Some people are under the impression that suicide is the "easy way out" or impulsive. All though suicide might occasionally be impulsive, most of the time suicidal people are burdened with problems that cause ideation long before they decide to ctb.

 

[itsgone2]

I'm so sorry. I never expected someone to know so many.

I'm sorry, no I don't. I phrased it poorly. Meant that at the time a total of 20 people based on poll results.
Still, I answered 5. Family member, two hs friends, two known through work.
I want it for myself obviously but still it's so sad. Life can be wonderful but for so many of us we just want to escape it so badly. To actually go against all of our base instincts. Unreal.