Discussion How do you stop caring for loving parents?

[Circles]

Does the pain have to outweigh your love for them? If so I'm already there. I love my mother dearly but what can I do anymore? I feel so hopeless and lost. I feel so broken beyond repair. I feel so indescribably disgusted with myself that I'm full of so much self hate that I wonder how any sane person could live with this much hate inside. But I feel so guilty about killing myself. I just wish my mother would hate me or let me go.

 

[FogFilledLife]

I'm too numb now to care. All I feel is anger or fog.

 

[FuneralCry]

I could never stay alive for others personally, even know I know that they would be sad. I do understand that it can be a difficult situation to be in, when you are desperate to leave this world, yet you are leaving behind others. I'm sorry that you are suffering, I know that this life can be unbearable when you are in so much pain. I wish you the best in whatever happens.